Fade like me

[Verse 1]
Ash on my jeans, blood on my sleeve
Heart full of holes, but I still can’t leave
You said “forever,” I said “okay”
Now I’m screaming at ghosts in the bed we made

Pills on the counter, smoke in my lungs
Love never lives, it just dies young
I gave you my soul, and you turned your back
Now I’m sittin’ here prayin’ for a heart attack

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[Chorus – Melodic, echoey]
If I fade tonight, would you even know?
If I disappear, would you let me go?
I’m just a shadow in a world that’s loud
Ghost boy floatin’ through a silent crowd

I can’t feel shit, can’t fake this pain
Every smile I wear just hides the rain
So if I fade tonight, just let me be
’Cause no one ever really stays for me

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[Verse 2 – Slower, more dead-eyed]
Eyes like static, voice like snow
I text your name just to feel alone
You haunt my phone like you haunt my head
I loved you too much — now I wish I was dead

Tattoo your name on a heartbreak track
Every song I write, just beggin’ you back
But you’re gone, and I’m still here
Bleedin’ out slow in my souvenir tears

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[Chorus – Repeat, even softer]
If I fade tonight, would you even know?
If I disappear, would you let me go?
I’m just a shadow in a world that’s loud
Ghost boy floatin’ through a silent crowd

I can’t feel shit, can’t fake this pain
Every smile I wear just hides the rain
So if I fade tonight, just let me be
’Cause no one ever really stays for me

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[Outro – Whispered with reverb]
I ain’t scared to die…
Just scared no one would notice.

lo-fi emo trap with echoey sadness, female