A D H Deeeee yipee

My view of A.D.H.D
Is a lot of crap but whats the good
Well let us see

A lot of it is procrastination
But actually it could actually be
An opportunity to figure out the destination
Before making moves too soon
Which is another down side
Unless its when you need to clean your room

Cos hyperfocus it could be bad
But I love to use it for
All the times I need to concentrate on a task at hand
But dont speak to me Or interrupt
Cos otherwise that breaks the flow
And at that moment I'll just give up

Another thing that could easily be
A hindering factor or A.D.H.D
Is the ultra fast speed of thinking
Going around my brain all the time
Every thought complete before blinking
That gives me the super human power
To problem solve anything
Every minute of every hour

But wait.. the crash will come
When my A.D.H.D brain is over done
Go to sleep if you can shut it down
Its not always that simple though
So I have found
The contradictions
Of skill and restrictions
Screams so loud so its kept quiet with addictions
An outlet
For all the intense
Frustration
From needing to take medication 
That numbs your personality
But it gives you the clarity
To hone the hyperactivity
Into purposeful activity
So
The A.D.H.D could be seen as bad
But honestly its the best diagnosis Ive ever had
Its the curse and the cure
Its the upper I endure
Cos the downer is insane
And messes with my brain
Multi task hell no
But I can think of 100 things in one go
Connect the dots easy as
See things in a way Noone else has
So creative
I can be
Thanks to my A.D.H.D
im sure
There is more
But honestly thats all the crap of it
That ive turned into things im thankful for.

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