Love is lethal

I’m sitting in this room with all these people
And some how I’m still feeling alone 
Who ever knew love was this lethal 
Mixing different colors of liquors to get in my zone
I cherished all your moods just to end up on my own
They tell me I’m broken but I don’t need your help 
She tellin me she care for me but that’s not what I felt 
I’m tellin her that I’m in love with her but it just dragged me to hell 
I gave you my heart and soul and all I did was hurt myself 
And after all this time I still can’t find a way to break out of this spell
Out of this cell 
intellectual but I still don’t have it figured out 
I’m like jack and Jill, I always fall half way up the hill
Mixed my benzos with xans it gives me a thrill
Demons watch me from the corner like I’m on an episode of chills
So much pain in me I’m a psycho
When we died who knows where we go
Walking past these people but im invisible 
I guess now im better off alone 
I think I’m happier in my solitude
Some random sent me explicit photos through my phone, Of you
You got mad when I told you 
We was on the freeway racin going faster then 130
Every girl I been with has done me dirty 
Nice guys finish last I just wish I could tell you more of my story 
But most of it stuck in my memory 
Cuz I don’t wanna go to therapy 
How do you me like that with no apology 
But expect me to give you one
I thought you were the one
You made so many promises and couldn’t even keep one


I’m sitting in this room with all these people
And some how I’m still feeling alone 
Who ever knew love was this lethal 
Mixing different colors of liquors to get in my zone
Mixing different colors of liquors to get in my zone
Mixing different colors of liquors to get in my zone
Who ever knew love was this lethal 
some how I’m still feeling alone
When I’m sitting in this room with all these people

Contemporary R&B, black male vocals, singing heart out, romantic, sexy, vibey, bass guitar, rap