Track · Jan 24, 2026 · English

So Numb I Feel It

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2:39

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Late text

“U up?”

Yeah, I read it, never answer

Scrollin’ through the faces in my phone like they’re strangers

Same room

Same couch

All my friends sound like the weather

Talkin’ rain, talkin’ shine, I can’t tell the damn difference

[Pre-Chorus]

I fake a laugh, they buy the lie

I drain a glass, I feel it dry

I chase a rush, it passes by

I’m askin’ why, I’m askin’ why

[Chorus]

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

Picking at the scars just to know where I’m from

If I fall apart, will it wake me up? (wake me up)

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

[Verse 2]

Blue light

Red eyes

Mirror talkin’ like a hater

Says I’m runnin’ from the pain like it’s doin’ me a favor

Hit play

Same song

Same four bars on a loop

Maybe if I bleed on every line it cuts through

[Pre-Chorus]

I call your name, it hits the wall

I kiss the flame, don’t feel at all

I bet it all, I never win

So I double down and dive back in

[Chorus]

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

Picking at the scars just to know where I’m from

If I fall apart, will it wake me up? (wake me up)

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

[Bridge]

Tell me, would you miss me

If I dropped this mask? (oh)

Would you stay and hold me

While I learn to crack?

’Cause every time I open up

The words come out in tongues

I’m dying just to feel alive

I’m tired of goin’ dumb (yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

Picking at the scars just to know where I’m from

If I fall apart, will it wake me up? (wake me up)

I hurt to feel something ’cause I’m so numb

[Outro]

So numb

If it hurts, it hurts

At least I feel some

Style

rapmoody lo-fi r&b with melodic male rap and airy k-pop harmonies; soft piano and clean guitar arpeggios over deep 808s and crisp trap drums. starts intimate and hushedthen swells into a cinematic live-band feel with stacked gang vocals and ad-libs on the final choruslights-up moment at the bridge.softcleanenglish

Prompt

Lo fi RnB,melodic male rap,kpop harmonies,soft piano,clean guitar,808 bass,trap drums,cinematic build, live performance I hurt to feel something cause I’m so numb

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DreamyCow

GeneratedJan 24, 2026

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