Do you miss me now?

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, oh-oh
Just me and my thoughts tonight,
Searching for that light,
Where did you go, go, goooo
[Verse 1]
You said, "Cut off all your whores, you’re all mine for now,"
But I’m here alone, baby, shirt on the floor,
Wondering why you’re not here right now.
Lost in my vices, clouded thoughts, I can’t allow,
Smoking by the pound, still trying to drown
Every memory of you that I can’t erase now.
[Pre-Chorus]
Late-night calls, you asking if I really miss you,
But these pills and my smoke, girl, they just won’t kiss you,
Every high just brings me down from the sky,
And I keep on falling thinking of your goodbye.
[Chorus]
She said “cut off all your whores you’re all mine for now!”
But I’m still here alone at the end wondering why you’re not here right now 
Smoking by the pound, so I, smoke another one cause I’m never gon frown 
Pill laying around, I’m really needing you now
Se calling me saying “do you really miss me now?”
[Verse 2]
Rolling through my phone, every message feels wrong,
Your ghost in my mind, haunting every love song,
You echoed my name, but where did you go?
Searching for the answers in the smoke and the glow.
Every sunset brings a memory we share,
But right now it’s just shadows and the cold night air.
Pill bottle spinning, should I give you a call?
But if I dial your number, will I just lose it all?
[Pre-Chorus]
Late-night calls, you asking if I really miss you,
But the highs mask the lows, girl, nothing’s coming through,
Every touch was electric, but now it feels fake,
The love we had burned bright, now it's just heartbreak.
[Chorus]
Oh, I’m missing you like the stars miss the moon,
Popping these pills, but they won’t fill this room,
Thought I had it all when you were by my side,
Now it's just me and smoke, feeling dead inside.
Oh, I’m missing you like the sun needs the sky,
Counting all the reasons, babe, here’s my goodbye,
You said, "You’re all mine," but I left it behind,
Now I’m lost in the dark, and you’re hard to find. She said “cut off all your whores you’re all mine for now!”
But I’m still here alone at the end wondering why you’re not here right now 
Smoking by the pound, so I, smoke another one cause I’m never gon frown 
Pill laying around, I’m really needing you now
Se calling me saying “do you really miss me now?”
[Bridge]
And the world keeps spinning while I’m standing still,
Can’t fight these demons, I’m trapped in the thrill,
Taking another hit, hear your voice on repeat,
But baby, it’s just smoke that I can’t fully meet.
[Outro]
So cut away the pain, love, and show me the light,
In the silence of night, I’m still missing you right,
Girl, you’re on my mind, yeah, you stay there somehow,
But I’m still here alone, wishing you back, right now.

Emo Rap, moody synths, heartfelt vocals, trap beat 180 bpm auto tune male vocals, guitars