[Verse 1]
Slammed door
Cheap glass
It’s shaking
Name on my screen keeps blazing
Friends say "block it" (I’m trying)
Thumb on the edge of replying
Threw your sweatshirt in the trash last weekend
Pulled it back out when the sky turned freezing
Who am I kidding
I’m bait on a hook
Reading old fights like a favorite book
[Chorus]
I hate my ex
But I miss that wreck
Hands on my neck
Heart in a car crash
Chest still a mess
I hate my ex
But I crave that stress
Say I’m over it
Over it
Over it
Then I double-text (oh)
I hate my ex
[Verse 2]
Screaming into pillows at midnight
Still taste your teeth when I tongue-bite
Tell my therapist I’m healing
Then dream your face on the ceiling
Scroll through the lives you’re staging
New girl tagged
My pulse raging
Mute your name so I feel in control
Then search it anyway
Tearing the scab from the hole
[Chorus]
I hate my ex
But I miss that wreck
Hands on my neck
Heart in a car crash
Chest still a mess
I hate my ex
But I crave that stress
Say I’m over it
Over it
Over it
Then I double-text (hey)
I hate my ex
[Bridge]
Call it addiction
Call it a curse
Call me at 2 a.m
I’d make it worse
If you said "come over
" I’d already be there
Lipstick smeared
Pretending I don’t care (don’t care)
[Chorus]
I hate my ex
But I miss that wreck
Hands on my neck
Heart in a car crash
Chest still a mess
I hate my ex
But I crave that stress
Say I’m over it
Over it
Over it
Then I double-text
I hate my ex (my ex, my ex)