Yeah Yeah Funny being famous And you still broke,bitch! Dead-eyed stare when I wake up, Ash in my lungs, got the reaper on my wake-up, Mind full of noise, every thought like a breakdown, I don’t need saving, just space from the fake love. Raised by the night, taught pain how to talk, Every step heavy, hear the past when I walk, Bottle half-empty, soul half-gone, I don’t chase death, but it’s been tagging along. I been rotting in my head, yeah I know it’s a mess, Self-hate on repeat, no reset, no rest, Everybody preaching “heal,” don’t know where I’m at, I’m just tryna make it through the night intact. (Hook) I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel, Mind stays violent but my heart still real, Lost in the static, blood in the pen, I write my sins just to breathe again. I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break, World stay cold, I adapt to the hate, Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight, I survive outta spite every goddamn night. Voices get loud when the lights go low, Every thought feels sharp like a throat full of glass, I don’t talk peace, I talk coping, Barely holding but I’m still coasting. Drugs ain’t heroes, they just slow the bleed, Temporary silence for permanent needs, I know the cost, yeah I pay it in sleep, Trade my dreams just to stay on my feet. I don’t flex scars, I don’t glorify pain, But I won’t lie, yeah it carved my name, In the walls of my skull, in the lines of my face, I learned how to breathe in a fucked-up place. (Hook) I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel, Mind stays violent but my heart still real, Lost in the static, blood in the pen, I write my sins just to breathe again. I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break, World stay cold, I adapt to the hate, Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight, I survive outta spite every goddamn night. (Bridge) No halo, no horns, just a soul on edge, One bad thought from the ledge in my head, But I stay grounded in the weight of the truth, I’m not clean, I’m not saved, I’m just choosing to move. Every breath is a middle finger to fate, Every verse proof I ain’t dig my grave, I don’t need hope wrapped pretty in lies, I just need today to not eat me alive. Final verse, voice raspy, heart still beats, I ain’t healed, but I refuse defeat, If I fall, it won’t be quiet or clean, I’ll leave my mark in the noise in between. (Hook – Final) I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel, Mind stays violent but my heart still real, Lost in the static, blood in the pen, I write my sins just to breathe again. I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break, World stay cold, I adapt to the hate, Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight, I survive outta spite every goddamn night. Outro: Yeah… Not healed. Not holy. Just here.

Smoke in my lungs