[Intro – low, distant]
Yeah…
I don’t know who I am right now.
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[Verse 1]
I can’t heal, I’ve tried, I’m sorry
I swear some nights feel too heavy
Can’t tell which side of me’s fighting
Or which side of me’s crying
Sometimes I can’t feel my face
Why do I keep making mistakes?
Can I just lay here in place?
Every thought telling me fade away
I’ve tried it all, yeah, I swear
I’ve heard it all, I’ve seen it all
But I still feel it all—who cares?
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[Pre-Chorus]
I’m stuck in this loop, where’s the exit?
When you said forever, I wish you meant it
You took something from me I didn’t know was there
When you let me go, something cracked in the air
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[Chorus]
Who am I? Someone afraid to let go
You decide if you’re ever gonna let me know
I’m sad, I know, yeah, I’m sad, I know
Heart on my sleeve but I’m moving slow
Who am I? Someone afraid to be alone
I keep holding on even when you’re gone
I’m lost, I know, yeah, I’m lost, I know
Still here, still breathing, still holding hope
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[Verse 2]
You said you had to move up there
Was I just the step to get you right?
Did I help you heal just to lose you
Now I’m scared every time it’s quiet at night
I gave you everything I had
You took my heart, left echoes back
Love feels warm then cuts like glass
I hate when you leave, love when you last
I’m lost, then I’m found, it’s torture in love
I smile for a second, then it’s not enough
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[Pre-Chorus 2]
I don’t wanna die, I just want it to stop
The noise in my head, the pressure, the drop
I don’t wanna disappear tonight
I just want the pain to loosen its grip
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[Chorus – Lift]
Who am I? Someone afraid to let go
You decide if you’re ever gonna let me know
I’m sad, I know, yeah, I’m sad, I know
But I’m still here, still moving slow
Who am I? Someone learning to stay
Even when my thoughts pull me away
I’m scared, I know, yeah, I’m scared, I know
But I’m choosing now not to let go
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[Bridge – half-time, honest]
I’ve seen love turn into scars
Seen promises fall apart
If I sound tired, it’s ‘cause I am
Still trying to be a man
If I go quiet, don’t assume
It’s not goodbye, it’s me regrouping
I’m not giving up on life
I’m just learning how to survive
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[Final Chorus / Outro]
Who am I? Someone afraid to let go
Still hoping you’ll call my phone
I’m sad, I know, yeah, I’m sad, I know
But I’m still here—and that means more
I’m stuck in the loop, but I’m looking for light
One breath at a time, one night at a time
I’m scared, I know, yeah, I’m scared, I know
But I’m still here…
I didn’t let go.