Suffer in agony

I don’t wish to be in agony
Can’t find what’s wrong with me
No longer wish to fight these demons
But I gotta be the one who keeps breathing
Came to terms that I’m the reason
For everyone who keeps leaving
On the ledge I’m tethering 

I don’t wish to be in agony
Can’t find what’s wrong with me
No longer wish to fight these demons
But I gotta be the one who keeps breathing
Came to terms that I’m the reason
For everyone who keeps leaving

The shadows creeping into my room
So I tell them that I’m not in the mood
They tell me to end my life
That everything will be alright
Put the .45 to my temple
Pull the trigger it’s very simple
Just want the voices out of my mental
I know everyone is being judgmental
These rhymes are not accidental
For me they’re monumental
Music is sentimental
It’s becoming the foundation
Get ready to feel this vibration

I don’t wish to be in agony
Can’t find what’s wrong with me
No longer wish to fight these demons
But I gotta be the one who keeps breathing
Came to terms that I’m the reason
For everyone who keeps leaving

Walking all alone
Yeah I do everything on my own
Learning how to walk with no one by my side
Focusing on how to bide my time
For every step is set in stone
Try to find my soul but feels like it’s been sold
Your touch is becoming cold
Abandoned and left alone
Satan swoops in with his sinister embrace
Says he’s able to cure that frown off my face
I know it’s only a race
So I gotta be the one who crosses that line first

I don’t wish to be in agony
Can’t find what’s wrong with me
No longer wish to fight these demons
But I gotta be the one who keeps breathing
Came to terms that I’m the reason
For everyone who keeps leaving
On the ledge I’m tethering

I don’t wish to be in agony
Can’t find what’s wrong with me
No longer wish to fight these demons
But I gotta be the one who keeps breathing
Came to terms that I’m the reason
For everyone who keeps leaving

Emo, rap, hip hop, trap, phonk, male vocals, aggressive phonk, soul, drift phonk,bass boost,reverb