Gallons of tears I spilled my heart like an open jar Didn't know you take it this far The faucet's broke dripping for years All i got left is gallons of tears All these letters crumbled up on the floor Wishing things were back like they were before No glue no patch can fix these gears Keep drowning deep in these gallons of tears Flooded streets and a river to cross I'm the fucking sailor of the ship I was tossed No life jacket no salvation near I'm drowning can't swim in these gallons of tears When it rains it pours heart pounds the same sound I really need something to take away the pain now i been down this road that gotta leave to something Or give up now with what I got I have nothing Gallons of tears drowning in my fears Every word i write nobody hears A letter to the void a cry I wrote My soul spills out in my suicidal note Gallons of tears fill up my room Echoes of silence my impending doom The walls closing in shadows start to gloat This pen bleeds pain my suicidal note Pages are heavy they carry my ache The ink is my blood the scars I can't fake Each line a scream no need to sugarcoat This is my goodbye my suicidal note But wait a flicker a faint light shines A whisper inside says this life is mine I crumble the paper I tear what I wrote Hope battles despair in my suicidal note Gallons of tears but the tide retreats A fight for my life my heart still beats I hold on tight though the pain still floats I rewrite my story no suicidal note Gallons of tears drowning in my fears Every word i write nobody hears A letter to the void a cry I wrote My soul spills out in my suicidal note I was lost in the dark no light to be found Every step felt heavy every thought would pound Depression had me chained my soul tied down But he broke those links turned my life around I heard his voice in the still of the night Said hold on my child I'll make it right The weight lifted off my heart took flight Now I walk with purpose no end in sight When the mind plays tricks and the shadows call He's the strength that picks me up when I fall No more thoughts of ending it all God's love builds me strong I stand tall I was drowning sinking deep in despair But he reached right in showed me he cares Now I'm standing here his love I declare Every breath I take his presence is there Gallons of tears drowning in my fears Every word i write nobody hears A letter to the void a cry I wrote My soul spills out in my suicidal note Faith over fear he wiped away my tears Took the pain away silenced my fears A new sunrise a brand new day God's love came through showed me the way

Gallons of tears (faith over fear)