Gallons of tears (faith over fear)

Gallons of tears

I spilled my heart like an open jar

Didn't know you take it this far

The faucet's broke dripping for years

All i got left is gallons of tears

All these letters crumbled up on the floor

Wishing things were back like they were before

No glue no patch can fix these gears

Keep drowning deep in these gallons of tears

Flooded streets and a river to cross

I'm the fucking sailor of the ship I was tossed

No life jacket no salvation near

I'm drowning can't swim in these gallons of tears

When it rains it pours heart pounds the same sound

I really need something to take away the pain now

i been down this road that gotta leave to something

Or give up now with what I got I have nothing

Gallons of tears drowning in my fears

Every word i write nobody hears

A letter to the void a cry I wrote

My soul spills out in my suicidal note

Gallons of tears fill up my room

Echoes of silence my impending doom

The walls closing in shadows start to gloat

This pen bleeds pain my suicidal note

Pages are heavy they carry my ache

The ink is my blood the scars I can't fake

Each line a scream no need to sugarcoat

This is my goodbye my suicidal note

But wait a flicker a faint light shines

A whisper inside says this life is mine

I crumble the paper I tear what I wrote

Hope battles despair in my suicidal note

Gallons of tears but the tide retreats

A fight for my life my heart still beats

I hold on tight though the pain still floats

I rewrite my story no suicidal note

Gallons of tears drowning in my fears

Every word i write nobody hears

A letter to the void a cry I wrote

My soul spills out in my suicidal note

I was lost in the dark no light to be found

Every step felt heavy every thought would pound

Depression had me chained my soul tied down

But he broke those links turned my life around

I heard his voice in the still of the night

Said hold on my child I'll make it right

The weight lifted off my heart took flight

Now I walk with purpose no end in sight

When the mind plays tricks and the shadows call

He's the strength that picks me up when I fall

No more thoughts of ending it all

God's love builds me strong I stand tall

I was drowning sinking deep in despair

But he reached right in showed me he cares

Now I'm standing here his love I declare

Every breath I take his presence is there

Gallons of tears drowning in my fears

Every word i write nobody hears

A letter to the void a cry I wrote

My soul spills out in my suicidal note

Faith over fear he wiped away my tears

Took the pain away silenced my fears

A new sunrise a brand new day

God's love came through showed me the way