(You do everything you can to get into my mind) nothing never worked for me back then I swear I was chasing the Wrong person ain’t nobody cared till my arrest now a days I’ve been in my bag should’ve put myself first in the start As time go by I started to get locked into my music (whoa oh) I gave my all to the wrong person & it taught me self Love like it’s alway heartbreaks now I finally get it I felt like I was dead when I seen that picture but it’s cool cause I’m Steady thugging this shit by myself heart turning colder never needed no closure cause i know ima real one Everybody saying Jay ain’t the same what you expect I had to leg go of so much shit that I never regret it I had A convo with myself made a promise to chase my money meanwhile I’m in the studio grinding born in the streets so I can’t show love lotta years I spent self reflecting all I see is the future erase the past for my composure ima keep going Hard nonstop until I get it swear these women just wanna play with hearts it ain’t worth my self respect but I copped Me a new one still learning to trust regardless of my postraumatic stress I keep shit to myself cause I can’t open Up I’m already knowing how these people be moving I’ve watched it happen so many times I’m no longer The same me changed myself for a fresh start now I’m steady chasing check after check tryna cop me a new V8 im skirting off leave them ex’s in the dust cause I’m fully focused on my sound never had nobody most my life Wish I would’ve dead it back then I was alone smoking while making songs now my hearts to numb no one was there When I was at my lowest always kept it 100 I never switched up just ask my family I know I’m gone make it through This cause I keep a steady mind give a fuck who the fuck judge me cause I know ima good soul I’ve been in my Own universe cause that’s where I belong I’ve been getting to many migraines with all these thoughts in My head tryna kill all my demons cause I can’t waste time got sisters to take care of seems like that’s my purpose Been through a lot these past few years now I’m really blessed with all this talent I show I was fucked up but now I’m colder (whoa ohhh now I’m colder fully focused) can’t waste no more time

In my head