Bad decisions

(Intro)

Yeah…

Aye pour me up a fo in that sprite

Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)

Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)

I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)

So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)

High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)

Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)

If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’

Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)

Woke up, same bed, same hell, same dreams

Cold sweats, heart race, codeine lean

Doctor said, “Slow down,” I don’t hear a thing

Only time I feel peace when I’m too damn geeked

Mirror talkin’ back sayin’, “You a mess”

Mama call my phone, I don’t wanna text

Every pill got a name, I remember ‘em all

Every high feel fake when I’m comin’ down hard

Lost friends to the bag and the needle tips

Lost love ‘cause I love gettin’ faded quick

I’m romantic with drugs, yeah I treat ‘em like queens

They kill me slow but they give me my dreams

Chest hurt, mind worse, soul gone

Three days up, still pourin’ that codeine strong

If heaven got gates, I been knockin’ too much

If hell got a line, I been cuttin’ it up (damn)

Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)

Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)

I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)

So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)

High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)

Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)

If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’

Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)

Cupid got a Glock, yeah he shootin’ me down

Love come with a cost, I don’t got it right now

So I pay with my soul and a double cup

Tell God I’ll be better, then I fuck it up

Every line I sniff feel like borrowed time

Every pill I pop say, “You’ll be fine”

I lie to myself, yeah I do it well

Smile for the pics but I’m goin’ through hell

Party full of people, still alone as shit

Heart so broke, need a whole damn fix

I don’t chase death but I don’t move away

If it take me tonight, I’m okay today (yeah)

Paranoid thoughts when the high wear off

Shakin’ in my bed with my lights turned off

If love was a drug, I’d overdose fast

But drugs my love and they never last

Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah)

Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh)

I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah)

So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah)

High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight)

Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah)

If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’

Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah)

Yeah… nothin’, nothin’ (uh)

Still searchin’ for a feelin’ (woah)

If I don’t make it, remember me faded (yeah)

Still fightin’… still pourin’… still gone (yeah)