(Intro) Yeah… Aye pour me up a fo in that sprite [Chorus] Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah) Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh) I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah) So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah) High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight) Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah) If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’ Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah) [Verse 1] Woke up, same bed, same hell, same dreams Cold sweats, heart race, codeine lean Doctor said, “Slow down,” I don’t hear a thing Only time I feel peace when I’m too damn geeked Mirror talkin’ back sayin’, “You a mess” Mama call my phone, I don’t wanna text Every pill got a name, I remember ‘em all Every high feel fake when I’m comin’ down hard Lost friends to the bag and the needle tips Lost love ‘cause I love gettin’ faded quick I’m romantic with drugs, yeah I treat ‘em like queens They kill me slow but they give me my dreams Chest hurt, mind worse, soul gone Three days up, still pourin’ that codeine strong If heaven got gates, I been knockin’ too much If hell got a line, I been cuttin’ it up (damn) [Chorus] Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah) Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh) I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah) So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah) High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight) Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah) If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’ Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah) [Verse 2] Cupid got a Glock, yeah he shootin’ me down Love come with a cost, I don’t got it right now So I pay with my soul and a double cup Tell God I’ll be better, then I fuck it up Every line I sniff feel like borrowed time Every pill I pop say, “You’ll be fine” I lie to myself, yeah I do it well Smile for the pics but I’m goin’ through hell Party full of people, still alone as shit Heart so broke, need a whole damn fix I don’t chase death but I don’t move away If it take me tonight, I’m okay today (yeah) Paranoid thoughts when the high wear off Shakin’ in my bed with my lights turned off If love was a drug, I’d overdose fast But drugs my love and they never last [Chorus] Poppin’ all these pills just to feel somethin’ (yeah) Pour another line, watch the pain start runnin’ (uh) I don’t wanna die, but I hate this livin’ (nah) So I mix bad habits with a bad decision (woah) High all night, tryna fight these demons (fight) Heart so numb, I don’t know my feelings (yeah) If I crash out, hope they say I meant somethin’ Drugs in my blood got me feelin’ nothin’ (yeah, yeah) [Outro / Adlibs] Yeah… nothin’, nothin’ (uh) Still searchin’ for a feelin’ (woah) If I don’t make it, remember me faded (yeah) Still fightin’… still pourin’… still gone (yeah)

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