I lit the match and watched it burn Every lesson taught I never learned Chasing thrills on a one way street Left my soul bare but my flesh feels sweet I built a wall brick by sin Every excuse let the devil in Gratitude nah I tossed it aside Complaints roll out like waves and tides Late nights chasing shadows in the dark A carousel of lust left a hollow mark Every why me drifting with disdain In my own storm I dance in the rain Grateful for what I only see lack Blinded by desires I never look back He whispered softly I slammed the door Now it's just echoes on this empty floor Ghosted grace I turned away Pushed the light chose the gray Habit strong spirit weak He knocked once I didn't speak Push away Ghosted grace The Holy Spirit push away I built my walls brick by brick tall No grace to catch me when I fall Pride in my chest like armor on steel Who needs a healer when I can't feel Bitterness brews like a storm in my veins Every grudge I hold adds weight to my chains Forgiveness knocks but I deadbolt the door I'd rather stay hurt than let my soul soar Spirit whispers I pretend not to hear Heart’s on lockdown wrapped up in fear I see the light but I shade my eyes Afraid it'll burn through my paper thin lies Self reliance writes checks that my soul can't cash I'm a spark without flame just cold dead ash Every mirror I face reflects my scars I count my pain like I'm counting stars Unforgiveness eats like rust on steel But I rather be numb than admit I need to heal Spirit blocked I can't let it in Bitterness thick like a coat on my skin Pride’s my anthem self is my king But it's lonely in the silence when the angels won't sing Push away Ghosted grace The Holy Spirit push away I hear the knock but I don't open Heart like a stone it's barely broken Pages dusty prayers unspoken Chained to the grind no doors awoken II see the signs but I just swerve Faith on the shelf it don't deserve My time my mind my will to serve Ignoring whispers I don't preserve Echoes faint but I tune em out The call’s too soft my mind’s in doubt Shadows dance I'm lost in clout I sow the drought I block the route Mirror cracked I can't see clear Reflections scream but I don't hear Apathy thick it steers my fear The voice of love I won't come near Every seed I didn't sow Every time I let it go Every whisper I ignored Left me empty craving more Ghosted spirit I let it fade Running from the truth I made Silent cries I disobeyed Ghosted spirit light decayed Push away Ghosted grace The Holy Spirit push away There you have it last year I told the devil keep away This year the Holy Spirit you push away Armor up Jas Ada cat mar music