Spilling over

So far things have been great

Yeah I swear that I’ve been good

Grateful I lived the date

My thoughts corrected and trued

But I’m not gonna lie

I feel it creeping back in

Like its a hidden spy

Waiting for me to give in

I try to remember my best days

But just like the sunset rays

There is cold gaps in between the light

That brings back thoughts of suicide

I moved on, yeah, I let go

Never said what I don’t want anyone to know

Now the top is spilling over

Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living

I moved on, yeah, I let go

But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go

It just hangs on my shoulders

Reminds me that I’m still only getting older

I wish I could just feel happier

For more then just a single moment

I wish I could just feel happier

I’m trapped in a spell thats too potent

(I’m still only getting older)

So far things have been great

Yeah I swear that I’ve been good

Grateful I lived the date

My thoughts corrected and trued

Got me feeling uneasy

If it were to get breezy

My structure will crumble

Life’s constantly a struggle

I try to remember my best days

But just like the sunset rays

There is cold gaps in between the light

That brings back thoughts of suicide

I moved on, yeah, I let go

Never said what I don’t want anyone to know

Now the top is spilling over

Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living

I moved on, yeah, I let go

But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go

It just hangs on my shoulders

Reminds me that I’m still only getting older

I wish I could just feel happier

For more then just a single moment

I wish I could just feel happier

I’m trapped in a spell thats too potent

(I’m still only getting older)

So far things have been great

Yeah I swear that I’ve been good

Grateful I lived the date

My thoughts corrected and trued

I moved on, yeah, I let go

Never said what I don’t want anyone to know

Now the top is spilling over

Spilling into this brand new life that I’m living

I moved on, yeah, I let go

But still my depression clings on, it won’t let go

It just hangs on my shoulders

Reminds me that I’m still only getting older

I moved on, yeah, I let go

(But it still)

I moved on, yeah, I let go

(Clings to me)

It just spills, yeah, it spills

(It just spills)

Into my new life

(Into my new life)