Facade

This time i'm speaking out

Won't hold a single word back

I want you to know how much it hurts

And how you lost the best thing that you had

I'd have walked through hell and back

But all you did was add to my strife

And when i needed space and time

And went and stuck in the knife

How does it feel to know that i laugh every time you cry

Every time you fuck someone else and live a lie

I can see the pain you hide behind your eyes

And it adds fuel to the fire that i feel inside

I'm counting down the days

'Til this facade fades

Every time you touch someone else

I hope you think of me

Knowing you had it all

And you'll never have it back

Every time you touch someone else

Knowing it'll never be me...again

This time i dream out loud

Oh, how good it would feel to see

The crimson stain on your sheets

With your last memory fixed to me

When you thing of my arms around

But all you feel is the cold sweat

Knowing that stabbing me in the back

Was the last thing you'll regret

How does it feel to know that i laugh every time you cry

Every time you fuck someone else and live a lie

I laugh knowing that you want me in your bed

I laugh knowing the tears you've shed

I'm counting down the days

'Til this facade fades

Every time you touch someone else

I hope you think of me

Knowing you had it all

And you'll never have it back

Every time you touch someone else

Knowing it'll never be me...again

I could be comforted by this sick sadistic dream

Of someone squeezing the life from you

With your screams crying out for me

Pleading for them to stop until

You realize that there's nowhere you can go

There's nothing that you can do

There's no one that cares if you're alive

There's nothing you can do, fuck you!

I'm counting down the days

'Til this facade fades

Every time you touch someone else

I hope you think of me

Knowing you had it all

And you'll never have it back

Every time you touch someone else

Knowing it'll never be me...again