Facade

This time i'm speaking out
Won't hold a single word back
I want you to know how much it hurts
And how you lost the best thing that you had
I'd have walked through hell and back
But all you did was add to my strife
And when i needed space and time
And went and stuck in the knife
How does it feel to know that i laugh every time you cry
Every time you fuck someone else and live a lie
I can see the pain you hide behind your eyes
And it adds fuel to the fire that i feel inside
I'm counting down the days
'Til this facade fades
Every time you touch someone else
I hope you think of me
Knowing you had it all
And you'll never have it back
Every time you touch someone else
Knowing it'll never be me...again
This time i dream out loud
Oh, how good it would feel to see
The crimson stain on your sheets
With your last memory fixed to me
When you thing of my arms around
But all you feel is the cold sweat
Knowing that stabbing me in the back
Was the last thing you'll regret
How does it feel to know that i laugh every time you cry
Every time you fuck someone else and live a lie
I laugh knowing that you want me in your bed
I laugh knowing the tears you've shed
I'm counting down the days
'Til this facade fades
Every time you touch someone else
I hope you think of me
Knowing you had it all
And you'll never have it back
Every time you touch someone else
Knowing it'll never be me...again
I could be comforted by this sick sadistic dream
Of someone squeezing the life from you
With your screams crying out for me
Pleading for them to stop until
You realize that there's nowhere you can go
There's nothing that you can do
There's no one that cares if you're alive
There's nothing you can do, fuck you!
I'm counting down the days
'Til this facade fades
Every time you touch someone else
I hope you think of me
Knowing you had it all
And you'll never have it back
Every time you touch someone else
Knowing it'll never be me...again

Dark, nu-metal, angst, piano