half a ghost

Verse 

I learned early how to stay quiet.
How to bleed without leaving a stain.
I watched love turn into a weapon,
And hope get buried with names.
I learned how to sleep with my eyes open,
And How to smile through the rot.
How to pray to a ceiling,
That never answered back. 

Pre-Chorus

I wasn’t saved
I survived
There’s a difference they don’t like

Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body, I’ll take one
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost, you see


Verse 

I carry a voice that sounds like a verdict
Says “you don’t belong, you never did”
Every mirror feels like a crime scene
Where I bury who I could’ve been
I’ve tasted the edge of the ending
I’ve stared at the comfort of black
But something ugly keeps breathing
Refusing to not come back

Pre-Chorus

I don’t believe in destiny
I believe in teeth and will
I believe in dragging myself
Where nothing else will

Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body, I’ll take one
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost, you see

Bridge 

There is no light at the end of this
There’s just me
Still standing here 
Still unfinished
But i didn’t crawl
Just built a room and learned to stand there tall 

Final Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body, I’ll take one
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost, you see

Even if I’m torn apart
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost, you see

K‑pop, Pop,electro‑Pop/Cinematic Pop, with theatrical, high‑impacmale,harmonies,High‑energy and cinematic,male