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**Verse 1**
Heavy on my shoulders, I carry the weight,
Caught in a dream, but it feels like fate.
Evil destroys what we try to build,
Everything changes, yet my heart stays chilled.
**Chorus**
Never happy, but always faking a smile,
Mind my business, but it’s hard to reconcile.
Under the water, I scream for help,
Nobody comes, I'm lost in myself.
**Verse 2**
Always under control, but it’s slipping away,
Mist control my feelings, in shadows I sway.
I’m just like a timer on a bomb,
Ticking away, waiting for calm.
**Chorus**
Never happy, but always faking a smile,
Mind my business, but it’s hard to reconcile.
Under the water, I scream for help,
Nobody comes, I'm lost in myself.
**Bridge**
Every breath is a fight, every moment's a test,
Drowning in silence, I long for rest.
But I’ll keep on dreaming, despite all the pain,
In the chaos of life, I’ll dance in the rain.
**Outro**
Heavy on my shoulders, but I’ll rise again,
Through the darkness and shadows, I’ll find my zen.
Under the water, I won’t scream for long,
I’ll break through the surface and find where I belong.