Bleed Through the Silence

“Don’t feed me your ‘stay strong’

When I’m breaking just to breathe.

I don’t need perfect…

I just need real.”

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I’m trapped in a room full of echoes and shame

These four f*cking walls know me better than names

I bury the screams behind casual laughs

But I’m cracking beneath every question you ask

I’m fine.

That’s the lie I repeat every day

But I’m bleeding in silence in my own f*cking way

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Tired of pretending I’m fine when I’m not

This pain’s not a phase—it festers and rots

Don’t say you “get it” if you never fell

Into yourself in your own private hell

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I scream, but the silence is louder than hell

I bleed just to feel that I’m something else

Tearing my soul just to stitch it again

You don’t know a thing ’til you’ve lived in my skin

So f*ck all the fake smiles and “you’ll be okay”

I’m breaking, but still, I wake up anyway

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I’m not looking for pity, I’m not chasing grace

I just want a break from this f*cked-up place

These thoughts—they don’t knock when they crawl in at night

They settle like shadows and choke out the light

I reach for the bottle, I reach for the flame

Just to silence the voice always screaming my name

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I don’t want your answers, I don’t want your fix

I want to be heard, not broken by tricks

I’m more than a project, more than a case

I’m a person in pain just trying to face—

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I scream, but the silence is louder than hell

I bleed just to feel that I’m something else

Tearing my soul just to stitch it again

You don’t know a thing ’til you’ve lived in my skin

So f*ck all the fake smiles and “you’ll be okay”

I’m breaking, but still, I wake up anyway

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You ever look in the mirror and not see a face?

Just a mask that you built to survive in this place

I’m not weak, I’m just worn

Not broken, just torn

And if pain’s what it takes just to feel—I’ll be raw

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No more lies

No more shame

Let it rain

Let it f*cking rain!

Tear me down

Strip me bare

If I feel it, at least it was there!

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I scream, and I swear I won’t fade in the dark

I bleed, but my pain is a goddamn spark

Fueling the fire that won’t go away

Yeah, I’m still here—f*cked up, but I’ll stay

So fuck all the silence and all of the pain

I’ll rise from the ashes again and again

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Bleed through the silence…

Scream through the shame…

I don’t want perfect.

Just someone to say my name.