I don’t feel shit — and I don’t fake it
She broke me down, I didn’t say shit
Heart went quiet, now I don’t chase it
Used to love hard, now I erase it
Call me cold — I don’t stress
I gave it all, got nothin’ left
Now I ghost when it gets too close
I ain’t heartless
I’m just emotionless
Used to beg for someone to stay
Now I leave first, just in case
Tired of watchin’ good things rot
So I stopped plantin’ seeds in the wrong place
They said I changed — yeah, I did
I don’t let people in like I did as a kid
Now I smile when I feel nothin’
And nod when I should’ve said somethin’
I don’t feel shit — and I don’t fake it
She broke me down, I didn’t say shit
Heart went quiet, now I don’t chase it
Used to love hard, now I erase it
Call me cold — I don’t stress
I gave it all, got nothin’ left
Now I ghost when it gets too close
I ain’t heartless
I’m just emotionless
I got used to the silence
Now I don’t mind it
It’s peaceful when you stop tryin’
When you stop explainin’ why you’re dyin’
I sleep better with no one next to me
Nobody leavin’, nobody testin’ me
She said “you changed” — yeah, I’m not weak
I don’t fall for the same shit on repeat
It ain’t numb — it’s survival
I loved once, that was final
You can’t burn what’s already ash
Can’t kill what won’t come back
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So don’t call it sad
Don’t call it fake
I gave real
They gave me fake
Now I move like I never exist
Not dead
Just emotionless