You need to hear this

You need to hear this
I just found my words
I cant go on silent
And being disturbed
I dont think its fair
To linger this way
But also its torment
Dying a bit every day
Ive had time to think
And dwell on the issue
And ive come to conclusions
And know what i should do
Its finally time 
That i speak these words
Were not good for each other
And just saying this hurts
Weve been through so much
But through all of our struggles
Nothing gets better
But the misery doubles
It chokes out the life 
Im eager to save
It binds me in shackles
Makes me a slave
I dont wish to hurt you
Im also to blame
And letting us go on 
Is my quiet shame
Im certainly not perfect
Neither of us will doubt
But in this case my dear
I know what its about
At night when im sitting 
In the silence of night
Watching you sleep
I just dont feel right
my mind starts to wander
drifts into perhaps
and starts to dream
of a life more relaxed
a life free of misery
regret and the like
i can picture it clearly
its really a sight
for once in this whole life
everything just seems right
it must be a fantasy
must be a dream

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