You need to hear this

You need to hear this

I just found my words

I cant go on silent

And being disturbed

I dont think its fair

To linger this way

But also its torment

Dying a bit every day

Ive had time to think

And dwell on the issue

And ive come to conclusions

And know what i should do

Its finally time

That i speak these words

Were not good for each other

And just saying this hurts

Weve been through so much

But through all of our struggles

Nothing gets better

But the misery doubles

It chokes out the life

Im eager to save

It binds me in shackles

Makes me a slave

I dont wish to hurt you

Im also to blame

And letting us go on

Is my quiet shame

Im certainly not perfect

Neither of us will doubt

But in this case my dear

I know what its about

At night when im sitting

In the silence of night

Watching you sleep

I just dont feel right

my mind starts to wander

drifts into perhaps

and starts to dream

of a life more relaxed

a life free of misery

regret and the like

i can picture it clearly

its really a sight

for once in this whole life

everything just seems right

it must be a fantasy

must be a dream