Hated by life itself

[Intro]
[Verse]
Too many people thinking that they are nothing 
But they have to know that that's the inner critic and bluffing 
Negative discussion having y'all losing hope
And why I want to die is treated just as a joke
I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune
Feeling like I'm going crazy thinking bout all these wounds 
Living messy ruminating about all of my losses
Being discriminated and not knowing what the real cost is 
[Chorus]
Hated by life itself we'll never know what makes the meaning matter when we die alone it'll taint you it'll taint two soon enough the rest of us will sink a leaf into 
[Verse]
Broken promises got me feeling like I'm drowning in time
My acknowledgements of failure like I'm wasting my time
surrounded by hurricanes it's a metaphor in my mind
At the end of the day gotta see my hopes arise 
Living out my disguise, as a king in my prime
But in reality it's I'm living life in rew8nd
Looking up to the sky, trying to see it through
God i trying my best just to be close to you
[Chorus]
Hated by life itself we'll never know what makes the meaning matter when we die alone it'll taint you it'll taint two soon enough the rest of us will sink a leaf into
[Final Chorus]
Hated by life itself we'll never know what makes the meaning matter when we die alone it'll taint you it'll taint two soon enough the rest of us will sink a leaf into

Melancholy emotional and yet uplifting pop with 808s that have dark melodies