Diode

I search and strive for positivity

But my mind reverses polarity

It easily erases any possibility

Of anything actually working for me

Life is something I can’t relate

Death is something I often debate

I’m stuck in this constant state

Where I think all this is just my fate

As I try to find what’s important

I wonder through life’s Misfortune

And anything to come around

Twists me up and throws me down

I struggle to survive in solidarity

With my heart and head giving me anxiety

I have the whole world in front of me

Prosperity is something I fail to see

I only attract negativity

Seems to win by popularity

Cuz it’s only all around me

Will anything work for me

Life is something I’ve come to hate

Death distracts I can’t concentrate

I’m terrified I haven’t been doing great

I’m tired of being stuck in this terrible state

As I try to find what’s important

I wonder through life’s Misfortune

And anything to come around

Twists me up and throws me down

I struggle to survive in solidarity

With my heart and head giving me anxiety

I have the whole world in front of me

Prosperity is something I fail to see

I search and strive for whats left of me

But how much of me could there be

If I gave everything I had inside for free

Goodbye world you don’t need me

Goodbye world you don’t need me

And you probably won’t miss me