[Intro] [Loop][street rap][emo] [Hook][sassy Female] I see the boy inside Try to ignore his mind I see the fake ass man Try to understand Why the boy & the man cant live hand n hand & why the world seems to slam & reprimand But no excuses you're the one who chooses to keep causing shit when its up to you to change it! --------‐ [Verse][Fast rap][speedy][rapgod][ultra fast] Why can’t you admit it? You push away truth, All day, you avoid it You Get annoyed at it At yourself for being this way You have nowhere to stay You just keep running away Why don’t you pause for a sec? You look like a wreck! That pain in your neck It's your Paranoia Is sayin, get a lawyer & if you don’t leave here To go get some more gear its gonna annoy ya - AGAIN! til when? Try pushing on paper with a pen Get it all out stop holding it in Cos that shit in your head is poison Can be more poisonous than your toxic exes jealous noises & all the other voices Yelling at you all the choices To choose one, and make A choice to get yourself out of the FAKE That fake love & into love that's for real & take The chance to actually heal & let yourself fully feel True love the True way & not in the fucked up toxic way you’ve been shown everyday In every way its not ok [Hook] Your survival mode has been on This whole time all along Trying to keep you from Being vulnerable or ending up dead Or instead Being abandoned all over again Makes you become The guy who fights everyone Everybody's an enemy so you run To try stay safe inside, You hide, but don't realise That the payoff is you fully miss the good shit on the other side You & your egos pride Have struggled in the past to confide But now with her as your guide You broke down & cried With her you've never lied With her you fully tried To say no to getting fried But for that to work for you You need her to stop too & she would if she could but cant So you Get denied But her helping you is helping her too! Cos You bring out the best Of eachother, even though youre both a mess Seem to be alright most times – unless You fail todays test & when you fuck up, you give up, you think times up, she's fed up But actually when you’re too cooked that's the worst Its the curse of life in reverse Like you go do shit that'll get ya in a hearse Before you realise you just made it way worse but cant take it back now its done So gotta follow through or run If only it wasnt too late You would've been able to see how great She could've been for you in your state But instead at your rate When it should've turned her love into hate She chose to wait For you to show up or wreck it She hoped you'd step up & check in You didnt you just left & forever live with the regret Of losing possibly the best woman you've ever met The greatest love in life you'll ever get [Hook] [Bridge] Yea cos you came back for more Then fucked it up harder than before So goodbye forever E I wont miss you much but I know for sure that you, You will miss me! [Hook] [Outro][bridge]

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