--- **[Verse 1]** I used to flinch every time you went quiet Read the room like it owed me answers Built a whole disaster in my head Just to feel prepared for abandonment I thought loving you meant staying alert Like if I blinked, you’d disappear Turns out I was guarding the door While the room stayed exactly the same Funny how fear keeps you busy But boredom makes it obvious --- **[Pre-Chorus]** I didn’t notice the shift I didn’t feel the break I just woke up one day And nothing felt at stake --- **[Chorus]** I was scared you’d leave me Never thought I’d be the one going Attachment wrote the script Abandonment drove the motion You didn’t do anything wrong You just never moved And the more I learn about you The less I want to know the truth I’m not heartbroken I’m just bored --- **[Verse 2]** We looped the same conversations Like reruns nobody chose Called it comfort, called it stable But it felt like background noise This monotonous way of living Is crawling under my skin I don’t have the energy to argue Or pretend this still means something You stayed the same and called it peace I outgrew it and called it cruel --- **[Pre-Chorus]** I kept mistaking familiarity For depth Kept confusing proximity With connection --- **[Chorus]** I was scared you’d leave me Never thought I’d be the one done I carried all the tension While you called it “just us” You didn’t hurt me, didn’t cheat Didn’t cross a line or two You just stayed exactly who you were While I kept moving through I’m not devastated I’m disengaged --- **[Bridge]** I feel emotionally catfished Like the profile didn’t lie It just never updated While the years went by It’s like living in a room That smells like old beer and regret Laughing ‘cause it’s funny Till you realize you’re still there I slummed it long enough Called survival a phase But I need a way out now Before I rot in the same place --- **[Outro]** I don’t hate you I don’t blame you I just can’t stay entertained I used to fear being left behind Now I’m the one walking away Not dramatic Not tragic Just done pretending this is growth I didn’t lose you I outgrew the room And I’m finally leaving it cold.

Painfully self aware