[Intro – Piano + Room Tone]
March 13…
First full day…
ICU…
I didn’t have strength…
I just had…
a choice…
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[Verse 1]
Yeah, machines going off, voices low in the hall,
Everything felt heavy, like the weight of it all.
I watched her lay there, fighting for breath,
Standing in the space between life and death.
Doctors talking, but I barely heard,
Mind moving fast but I couldn’t find words.
Fear in my chest, pressure in my head,
Trying to stay standing while everything spread.
I stepped out quiet, couldn’t stay in place,
Needed a moment, needed some space.
Walked down that hallway, didn’t know where,
Till I saw that chapel just sitting there.
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[Hook – Soft Choir]
Thy will be done…
Even if it breaks me…
Thy will be done…
Even if it takes me…
I won’t stand in the way…
I won’t fight what You say…
Thy will be done…
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[Verse 2]
Yeah, room was small, barely any light,
Just a quiet space in the middle of the fight.
I sat down slow, head in my hands,
Didn’t have a plan, didn’t understand.
Tried to pray but I couldn’t speak,
All I had was a heart too weak.
No long words, no perfect line,
Just a moment where I crossed that line.
I bowed my head, let everything go,
Fear, control — all I thought I know.
And I said it plain, not dressed, not rehearsed—
“Your will… not mine… whatever comes first.”
“Thy will be done… I won’t stand in Your way,
Even if it hurts, even if she can’t stay…”
That was the moment everything changed—
Not the outcome…
but how I faced it.
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[Hook – Slightly Stronger]
Thy will be done…
Even when I don’t see…
Thy will be done…
Even when it costs me…
I release what I can’t control…
I put it all in Your hands alone…
Thy will be done…
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[Bridge – Whispered Prayer]
I trust You…
Even now…
Even here…
I trust You…
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[Verse 3]
Yeah, I walked back out, nothing looked new,
Same ICU, same fear in view.
But something in me wasn’t the same,
I wasn’t holding it all the same.
Still hurt, still scared, still unsure,
But I felt something steady, something secure.
Not answers, not peace all at once—
Just a quiet strength I could lean on.
I didn’t win, I didn’t lose,
I just gave up the right to choose.
And in that space, I finally stood—
Not in control…
but aligned with good.
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[Final Hook – Choir Full Soft]
Thy will be done…
Through every tear…
Thy will be done…
Even here…
I won’t stand in the way…
I’ll trust what You say…
Thy will be done…
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[Outro – Piano Fade]
March 13…
I let go…
Not because it was easy…
But because…
I trusted You…