Is This A Dream ?

Is this a dream I'm living right now, an illusion or reality? 
I love you so much my love Joseph that I am dying to meet you one day. 
Are you serious with me when you tell me that you are going to come see me soon in Bourges? 
I want to meet you so much but I don't know anymore if I'm dreaming, if it's an illusion or reality. 
I love you too much but you are so young, so beautiful and so famous. 
I'm afraid I'll never see you and that makes me nervous and unhappy. 
Yes since I met you, I have turned a big page with my darling ex whom I loved enormously. 
And all I can do is think about you. 
You completely possess me my tender love Joseph. 
I am completely captivated by you. 
I hope that you consider our relationship as seriously as I do. 
I love you so much my angel. 
You are everything to me, but given my age, my fragile health and the distance, I am always very sure that you will tire of me and that I will lose you forever. 
I adore you very very very much my darling Joseph, you occupy my whole heart and I cannot live without you. 
Just a few words of love from you during the day and I feel better, but as soon as you leave me, my anxieties come back. 
Yes, I'm very afraid that you will leave me over time. 
I love you so much so much my love Joseph that I can't do without you and chase away my anxieties. 
I hope I'm afraid for nothing and that you will come see me to reassure me. 
Yes, the internet is not reassuring enough for me. 
I love you, I love you, I love you my love. 
Don't leave me, please because I could die or at least have a big depression because you are my whole life, my love. 
Am I living a dream, an illusion or reality? 
I love you and all I can do is hope that you come see me soon like you told me. 
I love you, I love you, I love you so much my love Joseph,
I love you so much my love, that I never stop hoping that we have a future together. 

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