Too Much, Too Soon

[Intro]
You text me good morning before I wake
Goodnight before I fall asleep
You say I’m everything you prayed for
I laugh it off, but something in me shakes

[Verse 1]
You hold my face like I might disappear
Say nobody’s ever loved you like this
You tell me your past like it’s fragile glass
I promise I won’t be another scar on your list

You move fast, say life’s too short
Say when you know, you know
You’re already talking about forever
And I’m still learning how you take your coffee

[Pre-Chorus]
You make me feel chosen
Then scared to lose you
I don’t know when that started

[Chorus]
You love me loud, you love me deep
You fill my phone, you steal my sleep
You say I’m safe inside your arms
But my chest feels tight, I don’t know why

You tell me I’m special, tell me I’m rare
Then get quiet when I need you there
It’s too much, too soon
But I let it happen

[Verse 2]
You say your ex was unstable
Say she couldn’t let things go
You say I’m nothing like her
But sometimes I see her in your tone

You ask where I am, who I’m with
Say you just worry, that’s all
But somehow I’m explaining myself
For things that never mattered before

You bring me gifts after we fight
Hold me close when I cry
Say I overthink everything
Then kiss my forehead like that fixes it

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You say you hate control
But you don’t like when I change plans
You say you trust me
But you always need proof

[Chorus]
You love me loud, you love me deep
You flood my world, you move in quick
You tell me I’m your whole life now
But I’m shrinking just to keep you calm

You build me up, then pull away
Say I’m dramatic when I’m afraid
It’s too much, too soon
But I still reach for you

[Bridge]
You say nobody understands you like I do
Say I saved you
Say I’m the only thing keeping you steady

So I swallow questions
I silence instincts
I carry your moods like they’re mine

I tell myself this is passion
I tell myself this is love

But why do I feel lonely
Lying next to you

[Chorus]
You love me loud, you love me hard
You say forever in my dark
You make me feel seen, then unseen
Like I’m something you can rearrange

You say I’m yours, say you’re mine
Say we’re healing each other inside
It’s too much, too soon
But I don’t leave

[Outro]
You’re holding my hand
Talking about our future
And I’m smiling

But somewhere inside me
A quiet voice is whispering

Slow down. 

female,alt rock/emo,edm,synth undertones,emotional,strong vocals