I was never safe with you

I held my breath for far too long,

Built my walls so thick, so strong.

But every time you looked at me—

I swear, you saw what no one sees.

You touched my scars without a word,

Like silence was the loudest heard.

And gods, I tried to walk away,

But you were the reason I stayed.

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I was never safe with you,

You tore through every line I drew.

Every step, I came undone,

And I couldn’t stop—not even once.

I swore I’d never fall again,

But you were fire in human skin.

And even when I said I shouldn’t want you…

I did.

And I still do.

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You think I’m made of stone and steel,

But all I ever did was feel.

I burned for you in silence deep,

While you danced right through my every weak.

Your voice—your eyes—it all was mine,

And I kept pretending we had time.

But the moment you touched my soul…

I lost control.

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I was never safe with you,

You broke through everything I knew.

I told myself I’d let you go—

But gods, I couldn’t tell you no.

You made me ache, you made me feel,

Like something broken could be real.

And even when I told you not to need me…

I needed you more.

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If I touch you now, I won’t let go.

If I kiss you once, I’ll never stop.

You don’t know what you’ve done to me—

You are the one thing I can’t lock.

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I was never safe with you,

But maybe love was never meant to soothe.

Maybe it’s sharp, maybe it bleeds,

Maybe it’s falling to your knees.

But gods, if I could choose again—

I'd still choose you. Again. Again.

Even if it ends in ruin…

I’d still burn for you.