Drownin in deep

Yo, I'm loosing my mind, feels like I'm falling inside, nobody can save me, no hero to ride the tide.  Everytime I try to rise, its memories that collide, ghosts in my head scream loud, cant push em aside.
I see your face in the shadows when I close my eyes tight, those moments traped forever like nightmares at night, tryna break free but the past is a vice grip hold tight, I'm battling Demons unseen, they feast on my life flight.
Faces flash in the dark,ones I wish that I could unsee, Ghosts of what was lost and love that used to Free me.  I hear your voice in the silence, Screamin through my brain Addicted to the hurt, Its a sweet kind of pain.
No body can save me cause this war inside Battlin demons masked up as comfort and pride, cant rewind or erase, Stuck on repeat replayed, Haunted by every word you ever said or betrayed.
I'm falling but still holding onto hope tight yeah, its thin rope fightin, memories cut Deep but your love keeps igniting.  though I'm drowning in darkness where no body can save me oh no that light you gave me? its why I wont let go.
Mind racing, heart pacing, cant stop faceless phantoms chasing. Fall Down a hundred times, still gotta rise without erasin, Loves grip tighter than chains they pull me from insane plains, hold onto faint light before only dark remain.
So maybe I'm cracked but not shattered beyond repair,Feel your warmth whisper soft inside despair. This battle ain't over in fact, it just began tonight, with memories, Scars and fragile hope, we ignite.
I'm loosing control but holdin tight one last rope, cause you gave me reason- even as insanity lope.

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