Gambling Addiction

I swear I said

That I’d never feel it again

I’d never trust or believe it again

But now here I am jumping right back in

Sold my behind just to buy some peace of mind

I seem to find all the liars

The type to only ignite the fires

The type to say they’ll never go away

But I can’t seem to find anyone that stays

I find myself asking is it worth it

Hurting myself living through bullshit

I need the fix so I took the loan

I just never want to feel alone

All my life it feels like anyone I could count on

Just left and let me down

Been delt such a shitty hand I’ve done everything I can

It was all for nothing

So can I really trust a bond when the glue is gone?

I really don’t think so

Oh why did I?

Step through those doors

If my heart was bleeding

Oh why did I

Really think I need it?

The room is getting crowded

I bought what they touted

I’m drugged then doubted

There ain’t two way about it

I find myself asking is it worth it

Hurting myself living through bullshit

I need the fix so I took the loan

I just never want to feel alone

All my life it feels like anyone I could count on

Just left and let me down

Been delt such a shitty hand I’ve done everything I can

It was all for nothing

So can I really trust a bond when the glue is gone?

I really don’t think so

I swear I said

That I’d never feel it again

I’d never trust or believe it again

But now here I am jumping right back in

Sold my behind just to buy some peace of mind

All my life it feels like anyone I could count on

Just left and let me down

All my life it feels like anyone I could count on

Just left and let me down