Unfaithful

(Jaytwokay went from chasing women to making music) can’t believe I fell for some one so unhinged told me you’d

Never leave guess that’s my fault for trusting you with my life just to get ruined I feel like I’m turning into

Some one else I had love but I killed it with my sounds I’ve been sleeping on love for real call it trust issues i don’t

Care if you don’t got my best interest with me then can’t we really be friends cause I’m all about this music &

positivity I know mama protecting my soul everytime I fall I get back up learned most won’t die for you until

It benefits them I feel like I’m healing myself don’t need help cause I numb it with this blunt people say I get attached

To easy lately I’ve been ghosting (whoa please don’t judge me) cause I’m misunderstood empty promises made

To me just for you to switch up you did me dirty but you still playing victim loves taking a toll on me now I’m to

Afraid to fall for another one I’m still tryna figure out what you did to me I been to focused on the money but I

Suffer in silence I’ve been loosing myself day by day damn you changed my perception on love now I’m fixing

Myself even tho I gave her part of my soul I went out my way just to waste years of my life so I’m going back in

My shell so don’t look for me cause I won’t be found soon as you do me dirty

I become a ghost in your memories

That’s why I’m doing my own thing I need to change myself might even change my name just to forget the

Tie of you when it’s late at night I smoke while writing all these songs but it’s cool

Cause I know scars will heal lately been

Praying for all this to go away but this situation has damaged me I don’t wanna talk about it I can’t open up

Some days I wonder if you ever meant what you said to me but I guess people change & I remain the same used to

But that shits buried 6 feet cause I can’t take another heartbreak so Im protecting myself now a days I’ve been

Missing my mother cause I’d be calling her phone asking for advice this type of pain a man shouldn’t have to go

Through (I tried to smile but it never) works I keep to myself…