[Intro][Loop][melodic trap][emo][heartbreak] [Hook][soulful female][sass] I see the boy inside Try to ignore his mind I see the fake ass man Try to understand Why the boy & the man cant live hand n hand & why the world seems to slam & reprimand no excuses you're the one who chooses to keep causing shit when its you who can change it [Verse 1][speed rap][street freestyle] Why can’t you admit it You push truth away all day, you avoid it Get annoyed at it At yourself for being this way You have nowhere else to stay just keep running away Why don’t you pause for a sec You look like a wreck That pain in your neck It's your Paranoia sayin get a lawyer But you gotta leave here To go get more gear Or it'll annoy ya again - til when? Try pushing on paper with a pen Get it out, stop holding it in Cos that shit in your head is poison more poisonous than your exes jealous noises & all the other voices Yelling you all the choices Sayin choose one & make A choice & get out of the FAKE That fake love & introduce you to love that's real & take The chance to heal & let yourself feel A True love The True way not the fuckd up toxic way You've been shown everyday In every way it's not ok [Hook] I see the boy inside Try to ignore his mind I see the fake ass man Try to understand How the boy & man can live hand n hand as the world slams & reprimands no excuses you're who chooses to keep doing the shit Or, change all of it [Verse 2][fast rap][trap] Survival mode fully on The whole time all along Tryin To stop you from dyin Or being the abandoned 1 makes you become The guy fucking over everyone thinking youre gonna be done But youre the enemy, on the run Tryin to keep safe inside But you hide & don't realise The payoff is All the good shit you miss On the otherside You & your egos pride Struggled to confide In anyone & now she's your guide You broke down you cried With her you've never lied With her you fully tried To not get fried But for that to work for you You need her to stop too She would if she could but cant request denied & yes you bring out the best Even tho you're both a fuckin mess Except when youre stressed, you go back to useless & that's when you give up, you fuck up, you shut up, you get worked up & think shes fed up But its when you’re too cooked youre the worst The curse of a life in hell in reverse Cos you go do shit that could put you in a hearse Then realise you just made it so much worse & if it wasnt too late You mightve been Able to see how great She would've been For you to date Even tho you gave her a high heart rate Her love should've turned to hate she still chose to patiently wait For you to show up or wreck it Wishing you'd step up or check in You didnt, you left & maybe now you regret Losing the best woman you ever met The greatest love in life That anyone could ever get [Hook] [Outro] You came back for more fucked it up again hard core So Goodbye E Won't miss you much Hopefully But I know for sure that you You will miss me! [Hook]

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