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Verse 1:
Not a day goes by, I don’t think about our goodbye
Your tears hit the floor, wonderin’ if it was all a lie
Promised to stay by your side, but I let those words fade
The bed you made, I laid in it, then I dug my own grave
Took the love you gave, played with it, actin’ like a fool
Touched you when I should’ve held you, broke every rule
You stayed through my flaws, hopin’ I’d find my way
Pretty young thing, I reeled you in, then I cut you away
Loosened up the strings, thought I’d feel no pain
Now I’m stuck with my regrets, and they’re callin’ your name
Bridge:
I’m haunted by the nights we used to vibe ‘til the dawn
Every choice I made keeps playin’ back like a song
Tryna rewrite our past, but the pages won’t turn
How do I face myself knowin’ I let you burn?
Chorus:
I should’ve loved you when the fire was still lit
Gave you my worst, let your heart take the hit
Now I’m drownin’ in this guilt, heart poundin’ like the bass
Wish I could hit rewind, bring you back to that place
I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t true
Lost in my own mess, I let go of you
Now I’m reachin’ through the dark, hopin’ you’re still near
Wish I could fix my wrongs, show you I’m sincere
Verse 2:
This story stays untold, locked deep in my chest
It’s beggin’ to unfold, but I’m scared of the mess
Frozen on that page where I watched you walk out
You’re writin’ new lines, while I’m stuck in my doubt
Now that I’m grown, I see the weight of my sins
I stole your love away, left holes where we’d been
Your forgiveness cuts deep, ‘cause I don’t deserve your grace
I hate myself, that’s why I keep everybody at a distance
Can’t look in your eyes, my shame’s too much to face
You’re too real, too pure, while I’m lost in disgrace
Your light’s a mirror, shows the truth I can’t take
Too kind to hate me, though I earned every break
Bridge:
I’m haunted by the nights we used to vibe ‘til the dawn
Every choice I made keeps playin’ back like a song
Tryna rewrite our past, but the pages won’t turn
How do I face myself knowin’ I let you burn?
Chorus:
I should’ve loved you when the fire was still lit
Gave you my worst, let your heart take the hit
Now I’m drownin’ in this guilt, heart poundin’ like the bass
Wish I could hit rewind, bring you back to that place
I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t true
Lost in my own mess, I let go of you
Now I’m reachin’ through the dark, hopin’ you’re still near
Wish I could fix my wrongs, show you I’m sincere
Outro:
The day we split keeps me up through the night
I did everything to leave, you did everything to make it right
Your skin’s dark, but you shine so bright, light up the whole damn block
It was never your battle, never your fight, I left you to carry the cost
If I could, I’d hold you with all that I am
When I should’ve loved you, I was seekin’ love too
Chasin’ shadows in my head, when the truth was you

Smooth R&B, Melodic Trap, Acoustics, Deep Male Vocals, violin, Strings, Flute, Bass