Be careful what you wish for

(Verse 1)( female artist-southern)
Truth be told
I've created all this damage 
Weighing us down it feels like baggage 
And I take full account 
Ya I've done a lot of shit 
It's hard to keep count
Hell ya I regret it all
But you can call it what you want
You took the first hits 
Broke my heart 
Then watched me fall
You say you understand 
But you don't know shit
No not at all
(Chorus)R&B Soul Version 1]
I’m not askin’ for forgiveness, just a little truth
We both did wrong, but I still bleed for you
I was lost in the chaos, tryna make it right
While you were watchin’ me drown in the middle of the fight
So don’t act like your hands are clean
When you held the blade while I learned to scream
(Verse 2)
I ain’t perfect, I never claimed to be
But I broke tryna fix what you couldn’t see
Now you call it love, but it felt like war
And I kept comin’ back, even when you closed the door
So if I’m guilty, I’ll take the fall
But you ain’t innocent—not at all
I'm done being the one to blame
It's been long enough and I can't win in your game 
I've been swinging my bat 
im making contact
You just keep swinging back 
(Chorus)R&B Soul Version 1]
I’m not askin’ for forgiveness, just a little truth
We both did wrong, but I still bleed for you
I was lost in the chaos, tryna make it right
While you were watchin’ me drown in the middle of the fight
So don’t act like your hands are clean
When you held the blade while I learned to scream
I know what I need
And Ive never asked for too much
You keep feeding me bread crumbs
And it will never be enough 
I'm scared to say goodbye
It hurts so much I nearly die inside
But if I stay 
Youll just continue on to keep making me cry
My pain should hurt you too
But all that shows
The more it hurts the more it annoys you 
Be careful what you wish for
Cus your wish just might come true
Chorus)R&B Soul Version 1]
I’m not askin’ for forgiveness, just a little truth
We both did wrong, but I still bleed for you
I was lost in the chaos, tryna make it right
While you were watchin’ me drown in the middle of the fight
So don’t act like your hands are clean
When you held the blade while I learned to scream

Gangster rap, rap, hip hop, cloud rap, raspy edgy yodel vocals