Almost fell

I been down this road, I know where it ends

Scars on my heart I don't show to my friends

You say you love me, I heard it before

Beautiful lies that left me on the floor

You're a dream I ain't ready to dream

Got me caught in between

Wanna dive but I’m scared I’ll drown

In a love that’ll tear me down

You're so perfect it hurts me to look

Every smile, every word got me shook

I want you bad, but I’m holding back

'Cause I’ve been the fool who never got love back

You say you're different, say you're true

But baby, what if I give my all and lose?

Almost fell… but I’m scared of the bruise

Used to run to the pain, now I’m running away

Love feels like a game I forgot how to play

You’re fire and peace, my heaven, my hell

One kiss from you, I’m under your spell

But I've heard "forever" from temporary souls

Watched promises break like cheap glass bowls

I see the stars in your eyes at night

But I flinch when you say it’ll be alright

Don’t wanna bleed just to feel alive

Don’t wanna fall just to take the dive

If I give you the key, will you lock me out?

Or stay when my fears start pouring out?

You're so perfect it hurts me to look

Every smile, every word got me shook

I want you bad, but I’m holding back

'Cause I’ve been the fool who never got love back

You say you're different, say you're true

But baby, what if I give my all and lose?

Almost fell… but I’m scared of the bruise

I want to believe you…

But I don’t trust the fall…

One more heartbreak might end it all…

Still, you’re the one I want most of all…