Almost fell

[Verse 1]  
I been down this road, I know where it ends  
Scars on my heart I don't show to my friends  
You say you love me, I heard it before  
Beautiful lies that left me on the floor  
[Pre-Chorus]  
You're a dream I ain't ready to dream  
Got me caught in between  
Wanna dive but I’m scared I’ll drown  
In a love that’ll tear me down  
[Chorus]  
You're so perfect it hurts me to look  
Every smile, every word got me shook  
I want you bad, but I’m holding back  
'Cause I’ve been the fool who never got love back  
You say you're different, say you're true  
But baby, what if I give my all and lose?  
Almost fell… but I’m scared of the bruise  
[Verse 2]  
Used to run to the pain, now I’m running away  
Love feels like a game I forgot how to play  
You’re fire and peace, my heaven, my hell  
One kiss from you, I’m under your spell  
But I've heard "forever" from temporary souls  
Watched promises break like cheap glass bowls  
I see the stars in your eyes at night  
But I flinch when you say it’ll be alright  
[Bridge]  
Don’t wanna bleed just to feel alive  
Don’t wanna fall just to take the dive  
If I give you the key, will you lock me out?  
Or stay when my fears start pouring out?
[Chorus]  
You're so perfect it hurts me to look  
Every smile, every word got me shook  
I want you bad, but I’m holding back  
'Cause I’ve been the fool who never got love back  
You say you're different, say you're true  
But baby, what if I give my all and lose?  
Almost fell… but I’m scared of the bruise  
[Outro]  
I want to believe you…  
But I don’t trust the fall…  
One more heartbreak might end it all…  
Still, you’re the one I want most of all…

Sad Boy Rap, Emo Rap, Melodic Trap, Vulnerable, Emotional, Melancholic, conflicted, 80-90 BPM, A minor/B minor, male