I am nobody

Nobody knows who I really am
They can't see what's underneath 
The sin that rots my core
The lies that stain my teeth 
You think my heart is golden 
But that's only the color of my mask
I tip my stolen halo
From your pedestal where I bask
Beneath a doe eyed facade
I am filthy and cold 
Spreading my lust and hate
A slight of hand hidden in rays of gold
You can't see what's been done to you
Until I am already a whisper,
Leaving you a hollow husk,
An empty shell with a heart of anger.
I leave you as empty as I
Because misery needs a companion 
A path of broken bodies in my wake
Leaving your chest a bleed canyon
I steal your heart
Just to watch it break
Unable to break the cycle 
Unable to give what I take 
I wish I could feel 
I wish I had an ounce of virtue 
I wish each ending wasn't inevitable 
I wish I wasn't going to hurt you
But I will, you see
Cause that's what I am
A creature of unrelenting pattern
A broken soul forever dammed
I pray for redemption 
But I can't change my ways 
I beg for forgiveness 
Maybe even try a few days
But I always fall
In the end it's all the same
I'll choose wrong again 
I am a simple demon, unchanged 

Melodic screamo