(Intro - Starts with a bright, nostalgic carnival calliope. After four bars, the melody begins to warp, pitching down and distorting with a heavy digital bit-crush effect. A massive sub-bass impact hits on the final beat.)
Yeah...Look at the circus you made.
(Glitch effect)
(Verse 1 - Melodic Sad-Pop, soft synth over driving Trap beat)
Used to be the headline, the center of your world
Thought I was the only girl, the star you needed
Promises of fighting for us, always loyal
I believed every lie, playing the fool inside your tent
Now I’m sweeping up the broken pieces...(Distorted voice) Broken pieces.
(Pre-Chorus - Building up, glitchy, fast hi-hats)
Safety in your arms? Just a ghost town, an illusion
Trapped in the panic of your twisted confusion
You spun me round, fed me to the crowd
I believed you...
(Chorus - HYBRID TRAP/CARNIVAL ELECTRO DROP - High Energy/Aggressive)
Stupid for believing!
(Heavy Brass/Synth stab)
Trapped in your apologies!
Never there when the lights went out, not when I needed you!
It kills me that I believed you
(Glitch sound)
When you whispered that you loved me.
Welcome to the show.
(Verse 2 - Driving Bass, slower melodic rap style)
Another gilded lie, another showtime tragedy
I was playing the fool, you were playing me
4 months gone, yeah, I'm wasting my breath
You’re a ghost in my bed, loving you was death.
(Glitch/Stop) I'm done.
(Pre-Chorus - Building up, faster)
Safety in your arms? Just a ghost town, an illusion
Trapped in the panic of your twisted confusion
You spun me round, fed me to the crowd
I believed you...
(Chorus - HYBRID TRAP/CARNIVAL ELECTRO DROP - High Energy)
Stupid for believing!
(Heavy Brass/Synth stab)
Trapped in your apologies!
Never there when the lights went out, not when I needed you!
It kills me that I believed you
(Glitch sound)When you whispered that you loved me.
(Bridge - Melodic Sad-Pop, slowed down, emotional, echoing)
Trust is dead.
I’m saying goodbye.
Quarter of a year wasted, I'm watching you lie.
I wasn't enough for you?
No, you couldn't be enough for me.
Shame on me... for staying.
(Synth Solo - High pitched, chaotic glitch effect)
(Final Chorus - MAXIMUM ENERGY - Trap beats + Carnival synths)
Stupid for believing! (Heavy Brass/Synth stab)
Trapped in your apologies!
Never there when the lights went out, not when I needed you!
It kills me that I believed you (Glitch sound)When you whispered that you loved me.
(Outro - Fading, music box again, dark atmosphere)
I believed every lie...(Distorted) Every lie.
Now I’m the only one...(Heavy silence)Yeah, I’m the only one who’s hurting.
(Circus clown laugh echo)