The Cleanse

I sit alone with a heart weighted like stone
Hearing each individual drop of rain
Enveloped by darkness and all alone
No exit or no off ramp from this pain
The cold bites through flesh down to bone
Can I endure survive or will I go insane 
Drops of rain like nails beat down 
No refuge no comfort in this town 
I saw you last two weeks ago
No sign of damage or regret
Your smile beamed your face aglow
Reminiscent of when we met
You said goodbye you let me go we went our seperate ways
Now I grit my teeth and compose myself just to make it through my days
Drops of rain like nails beat down 
Each drop mocking this old clown 
I know that I did my part to fail spectacularly
Don't go to far in excusing yourself and claiming innocence 
Because each day you broke my down brought me to my knee
I thought I had it figured out thought it all made sense
That we had real love and would not fall because love goes eternally 
Drops of rain like nails beat down 
They cover me in a vail of wet like some evil ugly gown 
The rain let's up its silent now I feel nothing I have no fear
The silence screams out in my head and heart no more will we be
I breath in deep stand up straight and dab away a tear
I may feel broken I may look bad but forget what you see
I will reinvent myself find my stride and make it very clear
Regardless of the battle scars I will be just fine because I still am me 
Drops of rain wash away the pain and life will be just fine
Im free and independent now since you're no longer mine 
Peace and joy I wish on you but you will never forget
You lost the best thing you ever had and will be haunted by regret

Soulful R&B Ballad with Smooth Vocals and Soft Beats, female