[Intro][heavy bass][trap d&b][dark rave metal trap][layered bassline][sub woofer beat][repetitive motif][catchy vamp][pop trap layer]
[Hook][husky angelic raspy female][pitch fx][trap][EDM d&b][DnB][half time][heavy bass][dark rave][echo pitch fx]
We were more than lovers
Best friends never wanted another
We were family
The person I chose & you also chose me
Always said at the start
You be you
& I'll be me
Just As long as we're happy
[Verse 1][husky gritty male rap][fast rap][dynamic beat][pitch fx]
Id try talk but when I spoke
youd avoid me & then I'd poke
You'd rage & I'd chase
Never left you alone in it
Intention to be there for you
But that way wasnt it
You needed silence & care
I didnt know how to give that
To me the quiet fed my fear
& Me pushing you made you pull back
Opposites attract
[Hook][dark rave trap][layered bassline]
We were more than lovers
Best friends never wanted another
Youre my family
Who I chose & who also chose me
We said at the beginning
You be you
I'll be me
As long as we're truly happy
[Verse 2][male rap]
After that it carried on
denial of what was really going on
Didn't wanna be seen
Uncomfortable sensations
Fucked off but still, whats the hesitation
Can't you see,
If you talked about your traumas
I could be there, strong emotionally
I wouldve carried me & then you when you needed me
Thats what marriage was to me
Not yelling & screaming
Name calling or how you would accidentally
Hurt me, physically hitting on me
Even in your sleep
I woke up with
your closed fist
Punchin on me
Goddam!! - just wanted it to stop bein hard
Stayed for kids & we made a commitment
Hindsight I should've left but my heart persisted
Now, 5 years on
Still tryna figure out where I went wrong
[Interlude]
[Bass builds]
[Sudden low bass drop]
[Hook]
Way more than just lovers
Best friends I never wanted another
You are my family
I chose you & you chose me
Promised at the start of you n me
You be you
& I'll always be me
As long as we're happy
[Verse 3][fast][speed rap][husky male rap god][pitch bent fx][clever timing][fast slow][dynamic rhymes][quick words][angelic raspy female back up vocal][pitch fx][dramatic][intense build]
17 years of life
almost a whole prison sentence
I would dream of my whole life with you
February 15 we said "I do"
Future all planned out [angry male][fast][angry rap][story trap rap]
Fucked off!! That it hasnt panned out
fucks with my head
Cos of what we always said
Its supposed to be
Just you n me
& the Kinky days of our lives shit
Forever & ever my baby - baby
every single Fibre of our being desired it
We said I Flove you means I fucking love you
& our hand thing we do
Squeeze 3 times I do 4 back
Fuck!! I wish we never did crack
Maybe I'd still be scratching your back
Every night before sleep I know you really loved that
Why the hell do I still hold on
I want it to be over so sick of this emotion
Wish the love would fuck off already
& just go
Im as ready as
I will ever be.. so....
[Faded hook]
[sudden stop end]