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[dreamville type beat](8 bars)
[Lo-fi beat] (8 bars)
[Funky beat] (8 bars)
Uh, uh, uh, Yea
Confidently managing
Won't catch me mishandling 
Lifes a fucken tragedy 
So sick of all the "woe is me's"
So often do I hear these things
Adults crying over petty things
As my mind keeps bellowing 
"Keep this up World,you gonna stay lonely!"
But at this point in my life I'm to Jaded to care 
My minds been the enemy and my heads been his lair
What do I do to shut you up up there
Other than taking my 9 to my skull and blowing brains everywhere 
Conscious is too guilty to go through with it
Gotten close,but there are always reasons to keep living 
Reason 1 I don't want to upset my mama, she already has one son lost to his problems.
2, don't wanna start drama,I wanna solve problems not start em
3, I wanna see the man my son chooses to become, and that'll take some time his life's just begun
So even when life blends me up and spills me on the ground, I can always think of reasons why I need to stick around. 
The script has been flipped, my life's turning around, mother nature's wrangler, and father time I'm handling 
Uh, uh, uh, Yea
 
[beat intensifies]

Still I've gotten so sick of the bitches dragging me down
I know theres someone out there for me, but my whole life I haven't found
Haven't found a woman who feels how I feel
A woman who knows what's up 
A woman that doesn't have to try to keep it real
A woman who ain't brain dead, my heart lies concealed 
Only when my wall is broken down will it be revealed 
Until then I'm building a foundation 
For me and my son, so don't got time for problems or fakin, people masking true intentions,but I see through their charading, soon I'll unmask every fake muthafucka in the nation. 
[Yea, cuz this is my foundation, building my own nation]×4

dreamville type beat, lo-fi beats,funk, nostalgic, ethereal, post-disco, underground experimental rap, bittersweet,R&B