I Should had

Not a night goes by, I don’t see our last fight
Your tears in the dark, wonderin’ if I was right
Promise to hold you close, instead I walked away
Now memories of us, starting to fade
Took your love for granted, played it like a game
Now I’m left empty handed, no longer the same
You gave me your heart, I gave you my flaws
You didn’t run, you took it all
And comfort me, made me feel whole,
While i gave your heart a wounded hole
Bridge:
Im haunted by the ghost of the love we lost
I made my choice,  now I’m payin’ the cost
Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry
How do I face you when I’m the reason why?
Chorus:
I should had loved you and held you tight 
Is there a way i can make things right
You use to smile and shine so bright,
And i almost dimmed all your light
Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel
And chasing thing that wasn’t real
I should had loved you show you i cared 
But you moved on, ooh  it’s not fair

Verse 2:
This story stays buried, locked tight in my chest
It’s clawin’ to surface, but I’m scared of the mess
That night we broke up replays in my mind
I ran from the truth, left your heart on the line
I’m Older now, I see the weight of my sins
Wanna fix it all, but don’t know where to begin
Your grace cuts me deep, like a blade to my pride
I hate who I was, that’s why I push folks aside
Can’t face you, your eyes are  too raw
You’re too real, too pure, while I’m scarred by my flaws
Your light’s a mirror, shows the truth I can’t take
Too kind to curse me, though I earned all your hate
Bridge:
Im haunted by the ghost of the love we lost
I made my choice,  now I’m payin’ the cost
Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry
How do I face you when I’m the reason why?
Chorus:
I should had loved you and held you tight 
Is there a way i can make things right
You use to smile and shine so bright,
And i almost dimmed all your light
Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel
And chasing thing that wasn’t real
I should had loved show you i cared  
But you moved on, ooh it’s not fair

Outro:
I Should had loved you (ooooh)
I should had…
I should had loved you (loove yooou)
TuuneBaee

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