Time I Had

[Intro]
Sky red, phones dead
Street quiet, whole life in my head
End credits on the blue horizon
Heart heavy with the things I’m hiding
[Verse 1]
If this is it, last sunset on my skin
I see my mama in the kitchen, how I used to storm in
Phone face down while my brother tried to talk
Chasing every little high, let the real ones walk
I was running from the mirror, always out, always gone
Told myself I’d make it up, kept dragging it along
Now the clouds look close, and the ground feel thin
I’m counting every second like a handful of pins
[Chorus]
I wish I never wasted
The time I had
With the ones who loved me
Now it’s all I want back
If the world stops tonight
Let me make my wrongs right
I wish I never wasted
The time I had, the time I had
[Verse 2]
You were waiting in the doorway, keys in your hand
I was late again, lying like that was the plan
You said, “Baby, I don’t need the future you flex”
“I just need the you that’s here, breathing in my chest”
I laughed it off, scrolled on, played tough, stayed blind
Didn’t see you packing up the patience in your mind
Now the sirens turned to silence, exits closing like a fist
I’d trade every shallow night for one more honest kiss
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If this is my last call, I’m dialing your name
If this is my last breath, I’m owning my blame
If this is my last day, I’m dropping my pride
Telling every single soul I pushed aside
[Chorus]

rap, Laid-back hip-hop ballad with male vocals over warm piano and a deep, slow head-nod groove. Sparse drums and subtle sub-bass sit low, leaving space for intimate, confessional rap verses. Hook opens with melodic sing-rap harmonies, airy pads, and distant vocal chops; final chorus adds stacked ad-libs and a slight rise in reverb for an end-of-the-world, reflective glow., slow, hip hop, world