Bus stoop chronicals 2

Buss stop chronicals,  #2
Whoa Whoa Whoa I was walking  to tge buss later to work,  blunt ready for my wait waiting on the buss, 
Always  entertaining on public transport I gotta be high, 
So what had happened is I'm smokin mindin my bizz and I heard  excuses me sir, ear buds rockin so it took her a few rounds, I figured  this chic was wantin my blurt and I kept smoking not hearing anything she was saying, nodding pretending to here her, finally I passed it, to be surprised that she didn't take it and was crying hyperventilating,  pausing my music thing I began asking, what's happening,  trying to be helping, her, apparently she had Asthma, and she was having  an attack I just thought  she was talking  smack, waiting for my blunt, I was blowing  smoke at her  causing her asthmatic attack  to increase,  she was Weaving asking for help but I was not listening. Becoming  par of tge problem,  she almost  died, I mean  thay said  it was killer weed but I wasn't  listening, just because  I was figuring she just wanted my thing,  clownin  blowing smoke at her literally almost killing her, thinking she was just crazy,  

I should  have hit pause,  pausing,  for a second  could have  made a difference,  I told her I was sorry  they loaded  her in tge ambulance, 
Now it's the next morning,  I'm waiting not smoking this time, curious about  that lady,  she wasn't there,  
So a few days later still  haven't seen her, but there is a older little  boy and his little  sister,  she's crying the boy is trying to consol her she's weeping now, they  are both  dressed kinda nice, bag of clothes little black dress and tux, I asked  are they OK is something wrong,  working  on myself  paying  a little  attention,  tge boy tells me we lost our mommy a few  mornings ago  she at those buss stop going to work and had a asthmatic arrack, passed on the way to the hospital, someone was smoking around her blowing smoke at her, and we're going  to our uncles then the funeral, I don't think we can handle being at this buss stop anymore, tget walked away crying,  now I'm dying  inside, I was that guy, killed ther mom, didn't  know thought she wanted to blow, 
I should  have paused  my music, I would  have  known, 
Moral  it stop and listen,  see what's people are saying  to me, I was rude, now thos kids don't have a momy, I feel so guilty,  

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