(And I’m so far gone) tell me why you tryna chase me I hate seeing your posts You cut my veins to far all my life I’ve Been hurt to the core can’t imagine the pain I feel you know I hate when you flip shit on me & when it’s late at night I Hope you regret the choice you made and I’m so far gone (haaa far) now I’m dancing with the devils I’ve been numb To the core tell me how your feeling I’m still getting used to being alone life’s really changed I’m not going anywhere I sit in the studio smoke for thrills they say Jay really made it through all this heartbreak every-days a race for that Money have you ever been so alone that you end up having nothing to say I took this pain & turned it into some Thing beautiful still getting used to chilling by myself took me a min to realize all these blunts won’t repair My heart it’s me versus me could’ve went to college cause instead I chose my dreams over love wish I could send My mother a couple million god rest her soul didn’t think Id make past 21 now I’m 22 dropping songs used to pop Pills heavy now a days I just solve my problems with my wave got me thinking who’s really there to heal me at all That’s why I keep to myself don’t claim me unless we fucking at 3 am I envision All my goals I know ima go up with All my songs keep my phone on do not disturb cause I can’t handle any distractions that slightly helps half the Time I’ve been so high that I’ve gotten trapped in my thoughts had my eyes on a couple of women but then i remember I’m still healing so I keep recording more went from being clingy to being distant you a pussy if you hide your emotions I’m not picking up the phone I’m to busy in the studio leave a message at the beat I’ll probably check it later I’m Doing right by ghosting cause I really got myself no one got me unless we talk Everyday if you fuck with me better let Me know before I leave you in the past I use this money to heal my heart I’m alone behind this mic expressing my Feelings & struggles got bout ten thousand songs in my vault but those aren’t being released till next year I’ve Been so focused on my resolve right now I’m balling….

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