Intro Yeah… Uh… This feel like the end I don’t think I’m meant to win Chorus I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it Every night feel like the weekend — wasted I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons I been praying but the silence getting loud If I disappear tonight, would you mean it? Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground? Verse 1 I wake up tired of waking up Same thoughts, different day, I’m not enough Heart beat slow when I’m pouring up Trying not to drown but I’m soaking up All this money don’t mean shit to me If I can’t buy peace or sobriety I tried love, it keep lying to me Every promise turn to anxiety I see death when I close my eyes He said “soon,” I said “not tonight” But I’ve been losing every fight With the dark side of my mind Pre-Chorus I don’t feel alive, I just exist Every breath feel heavy like a brick If heaven real, I hope they let me in ‘Cause I been living like I already sinned Chorus I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it Every night feel like the weekend — wasted I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons I been praying but the silence getting loud If I disappear tonight, would you mean it? Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground? Verse 2 I don’t wanna die, I just want relief I don’t wanna cry but it follow me I got too much weight on my soul to sleep I got too much truth, not enough belief Mama told me I was special But depression tell me I’m expendable Every step forward feel regrettable Every drug temporary, inevitable I don’t talk much, I internalize All this hurt locked deep behind my eyes They see success, I see survival I’m still here, but barely alive Bridge If this is hell, then I been here If this is love, I don’t want it I keep fighting my reflection ‘Cause he look like my opponent Tell God I tried my best Tell my demons they can rest If my heart give out tonight Just know the pain did the rest Chorus I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it Every night feel like the weekend — wasted I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons I been praying but the silence getting loud If I disappear tonight, would you mean it? Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground? Outro Yeah… Blackout heaven, white light hell If I don’t make it, wish you well I tried to save myself But I been fighting me as well

Doom