Doom

Intro

Yeah…

Uh…

This feel like the end

I don’t think I’m meant to win

Chorus

I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in

Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding

They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it

Every night feel like the weekend — wasted

I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons

I been praying but the silence getting loud

If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?

Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?

Verse 1

I wake up tired of waking up

Same thoughts, different day, I’m not enough

Heart beat slow when I’m pouring up

Trying not to drown but I’m soaking up

All this money don’t mean shit to me

If I can’t buy peace or sobriety

I tried love, it keep lying to me

Every promise turn to anxiety

I see death when I close my eyes

He said “soon,” I said “not tonight”

But I’ve been losing every fight

With the dark side of my mind

Pre-Chorus

I don’t feel alive, I just exist

Every breath feel heavy like a brick

If heaven real, I hope they let me in

‘Cause I been living like I already sinned

Chorus

I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in

Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding

They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it

Every night feel like the weekend — wasted

I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons

I been praying but the silence getting loud

If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?

Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?

Verse 2

I don’t wanna die, I just want relief

I don’t wanna cry but it follow me

I got too much weight on my soul to sleep

I got too much truth, not enough belief

Mama told me I was special

But depression tell me I’m expendable

Every step forward feel regrettable

Every drug temporary, inevitable

I don’t talk much, I internalize

All this hurt locked deep behind my eyes

They see success, I see survival

I’m still here, but barely alive

Bridge

If this is hell, then I been here

If this is love, I don’t want it

I keep fighting my reflection

‘Cause he look like my opponent

Tell God I tried my best

Tell my demons they can rest

If my heart give out tonight

Just know the pain did the rest

Chorus

I feel doom in my chest when I breathe in

Every smile fake, yeah, I’m bleeding

They say time heals wounds, I don’t believe it

Every night feel like the weekend — wasted

I been staring at the ceiling, seeing demons

I been praying but the silence getting loud

If I disappear tonight, would you mean it?

Or would you love me more when I’m in the ground?

Outro

Yeah…

Blackout heaven, white light hell

If I don’t make it, wish you well

I tried to save myself

But I been fighting me as well