Wish I was her

Verse 1
I saw you laughing in the corner booth
Hair falling just the way he likes
You touched his arm like it was nothing
Like you didn’t change my life
You look easy, you look certain
Like you’ve never had to beg
I wonder if he tells you secrets
Or if I’m the one he forgets

Pre-Chorus
I don’t hate you, God, I swear
That’s the part that scares me most
I just stand here counting reasons
Why he chose you over home

Chorus
I got a girl crush, I wish I didn’t
Wish I could look like you tonight
Wish I could wear that kind of confidence
Like it fits me just right
I don’t want your skin or your body
I just want what you do
If being her keeps him loving me
I’d be her if I knew how to

Verse 2
I practice smiling in the mirror
Like I don’t feel this small
I think about the way you hold him
Like you don’t fear the fall
You don’t flinch when he pulls away
You don’t ask where he’s been
Maybe love comes easier
When you don’t need him

Pre-Chorus
I don’t blame you for his lies
Or the choices that he made
I just wish I knew what you have
That made him want to stay

Chorus
I got a girl crush, I hate admitting
I measure myself by you
I wonder if you feel invincible
Or if you’re lonely too
I don’t want your name or your story
Or the nights you stole
I just want to be enough
To keep him from letting go

Bridge
Does he kiss you like he kissed me?
Does he say I’m crazy too?
Does he promise you forever
Like that word is something he can do?
If I changed the way I love him
Would he finally choose?
Or would I still be standing here
Wishing I was you

Final Chorus 
I got a girl crush, it’s killing me
The way I see myself through him
I don’t want to hate another woman
For a man who couldn’t stay honest
I don’t want your life or your mistakes
Or the parts you never show
I just want to stop believing
I wasn’t enough to hold

Female, sad, country, pop, emotional, slow