Wish I was her

Verse 1

I saw you laughing in the corner booth

Hair falling just the way he likes

You touched his arm like it was nothing

Like you didn’t change my life

You look easy, you look certain

Like you’ve never had to beg

I wonder if he tells you secrets

Or if I’m the one he forgets

Pre-Chorus

I don’t hate you, God, I swear

That’s the part that scares me most

I just stand here counting reasons

Why he chose you over home

Chorus

I got a girl crush, I wish I didn’t

Wish I could look like you tonight

Wish I could wear that kind of confidence

Like it fits me just right

I don’t want your skin or your body

I just want what you do

If being her keeps him loving me

I’d be her if I knew how to

Verse 2

I practice smiling in the mirror

Like I don’t feel this small

I think about the way you hold him

Like you don’t fear the fall

You don’t flinch when he pulls away

You don’t ask where he’s been

Maybe love comes easier

When you don’t need him

Pre-Chorus

I don’t blame you for his lies

Or the choices that he made

I just wish I knew what you have

That made him want to stay

Chorus

I got a girl crush, I hate admitting

I measure myself by you

I wonder if you feel invincible

Or if you’re lonely too

I don’t want your name or your story

Or the nights you stole

I just want to be enough

To keep him from letting go

Bridge

Does he kiss you like he kissed me?

Does he say I’m crazy too?

Does he promise you forever

Like that word is something he can do?

If I changed the way I love him

Would he finally choose?

Or would I still be standing here

Wishing I was you

Final Chorus

I got a girl crush, it’s killing me

The way I see myself through him

I don’t want to hate another woman

For a man who couldn’t stay honest

I don’t want your life or your mistakes

Or the parts you never show

I just want to stop believing

I wasn’t enough to hold