[Intro][dark rave][fast][rap trap d&b][raspy female] I wanna admit something that's hard to admit Cos people think that anyone associated with it Are all the same playing the game & should hang their heads down in shame But I wanna speak on behalf of the few People it helps cos it could help you too [Hook][haunting gritty female] Feel better Get up & out of bed Cos without this bad thing I'm constantly stuck in my head I dont use it to escape I use it to face My demons inside That cause pain & make me wanna hide [Verse 1][female rap] I wouldve given anything Thats why I did the 1 thing That others frown upon Turned out it was the one thing that helped me a tonne & even though it's hard To admit & let down my guard I have to share Incase it helps others out there How?, well Because I suffered so much hell My mental health Had fooled my mind Into thinking Im the broken kind My body would shutdown Id just sleep & never get out of my night gown Soo sleepy & weepy An emotional heapy I had no energy Left to try & work on me I wouldve done anything To finally [Hook] [Verse 2] Pain in silence every day Listening to the hurtful shit others say Like "oh she's just faking, she's actually fine She exaggerates, a hypochondriac does it all the time" "She's just lazy, it's just manipulation So she gets what she wants in every situation, & that's how she gets away with it all Don't be a fool! don't fall!" It makes me really sad That people think I'd be that bad To pretend to be sick & miss out on life just to play this trick Where I stay in bed & cry & cry Cos I can't do anything else but lie Here & wish I was dead [Sarcastic] But Nooo it's just All in my head [Hook] [Verse 3][talk] Just like everything out there In moderation taken with care Certain things can be helpful for some Just like sugar & alcohol can become Things that people over take & abuse Then need to be treated & made to lose Their addictive habit cos it now hurts you It's not beneficial anymore To do that thing you did before Like running too much & too hard core Balance temperance It's what self control is for [Interlude][layered bass] Here's the thing that gave me a break From sinking Into all the pain This is what helped me make The choice to start the healing & look at the reasons why I was feeling So sick & in so much pain so hidden & unseen It's scary to say but I gotta say That it was -- methamphetamine [Dramatic pause] [Bridge][haunting gritty female] Those who turn into a crack head Usually stay awake too long & don't go to bed They starve their bodies from food & drink It's not actually the drug it's not what you think They'll be using to run from their shit But really it just heightens it Turns them all paranoid Makes them face what they're trying to avoid & thats why it could fully be good [DnB] [Outro] If only it was used the way that it should It could fully help some people & I know it would Cos it truly helped me feel understood Finally I found something that could

Moderational Drugs