I don't know why

I don't know why I said yes to your marriage proposal and the next day I retracted it.

Yes, I was afraid, that's for sure, to leave my family and my country but today, my life is too sad without you.

You don't want to talk to me anymore and I cry about it all day long, day and night.

You tell me that your heart bleeds with pain because of me, but know that I too feel that my heart and even my life are broken.

Yes, I love you so much, there are no words to describe the state of inner sadness I find myself in.

I know very well that this is all my fault, I shouldn't have blocked you like I did but it was so that you could forget me more easily.

Not that I didn't love you, on the contrary, but I didn't want you to suffer because of me.

I know I'm so guilty my darling of all this, I understand very well that you want to ignore me now.

Maybe it's better this way?

I don't know myself.

But the only thing I know is that I miss you extremely and that I love you very very very very very much in pain this time.

Yes, it's too hard to go through a separation, especially when you still love the person forever.

Marc, Marc, Marc, my soul calls you and my heart and my eyes cry for you with all their might.

I hope you can understand this.

This is my tender love, I can't tell you more for the moment.

Take good care of yourself and try to find a moment, even a small one, to come and chat with me, it would make me so happy, my love.

I too give you all my heart and all my soul.

Forgive me, forgive me my love Marc.

I love you very much and that's all.

I love you very much my love and that's it until death.