Tattooed In My Head

Yeah

Tell me what you want from me now

Yeah… yeah

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So tell me what you want from me, can we pretend?

Pretend you didn’t run through half my friends

Wish I could erase you, you permanent ink

Every time I close my eyes you’re all I see, I can’t blink

Look at this picture, something ain’t right

Smiling outside but I’m broken inside

You cut me down with a four-letter lie

Stab in my back, now I’m numb to the knife

Gave my hoodie to another guy

I fell too fast and I paid that price

Was it for clout? Was it for the hype?

Was it for love or the likes online?

Stars in my eyes, I was high on belief

You got many faces, who are you to me?

Worse than my past, now it’s haunting my sleep

Every promise you made had an expiry date

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I said last time was the last time

But you twist words like a pastime

You left me stranded in the headlights

Now I gotta say goodbye

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I wish you well but go to hell

You’re tattooed in my head

Three little words I never said

Still echo in my chest

I gave you love, you tore it up

And left me second guessin’

I wish you well but go to hell

That’s my final message

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I got a past that keeps chasing

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me crazy, at least you called me

Tell me why am I still falling?

Fall for you when I should be running

Every girl I love leaves me wondering

I gave you my heart, it meant nothing

Now it’s in pieces, I’m stuck reconstructing

You say you love me, I don’t believe it

Every sweet word got a hidden meaning

Trying to fix what’s already bleeding

You can’t rebuild what you didn’t keep in

When I think of you, I go numb

New love comes and I still don’t trust

I assume the worst before it’s begun

So I leave the one I should’ve held onto

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I’m stuck in a loop I can’t outrun

Scared of the damage already done

You asked me why I self-destruct

I said I’m afraid of loving someone

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I wish you well but go to hell

You’re tattooed in my head

Three little words I never said

Still echo in my chest

I gave you love, you tore it up

And left me second guessin’

I wish you well but go to hell

That’s my final message

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Maybe I’m broken, maybe it’s true

Maybe I see every ghost in you

Maybe I’m scared of a love that’s new

’Cause every goodbye feels overdue

I build these walls like armor plates

Smile outside but decay inside

I want forever but sabotage fate

Every time something feels right

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I wish you well but go to hell

You’re fading from my head

Those three little words I never said

I whisper them instead

I gave you love, you burned it up

But I’m done second guessin’

I wish you well but go to hell

That’s my final lesson

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Yeah…

I’m done pretending

Done defending

Your ghost don’t live here anymore