Slow spins

When I’m sad the world around me spins slow 
So much shit in my body my eyes stay low 
I hate fightin with you cuz you go for low blows
Shame on me for findin comfort with her cuz now I’m alone 
I don’t want a bitch cuz most of them hoes 
But when I look at her she medusa turnin me to stone 
Hurt too many times now my heart froze 
My soul cold, it’s not just liquor in this coke 
Trapped in my head don’t know where to go

I’m stuck, baby i don’t wanna fuck, I want whip with a frunck
Girl tell me what I did, don’t Front
Pills white like snow, 
take more then two they get stuck in my throat 
When I die burn me turn me into gold
Cuz I’m stuck bein a dark rose 
Since an infant it’s been a lonely road 
I’ve been different, I’m tryna reach my goals 
Got sidetracked by drugs and hoes 
 no pills in my nose 
Ik there’s a higher purpose for me other then 
Havin a scared soul 
I hate these pretty girls 
They manipulate my world
I Wanna go home
Purple lights reflecting off your eyes 
Baby I feel the vibes but you wanna fight 
Girl look at me I don’t wanna do this tonight 
Told me to get lost, I kicked rocks, 
reminiscing about holdin your hand the last time
Tried to kill myself that night
Chugged pillbox that was on my right
I must’ve lost my mind that night 
I was wantin to die that night
Sad thing is that was the last time
Only the first time
I just figure that it’s not my time
Chemical in balance in my mind
Moon close to me, got high tides 
Now I hate pretty girls 

When I’m sad the world around me spins slow 
So much shit in my body my eyes stay low 
I hate fightin with you cuz you go for low blows
Shame on me for findin comfort with her cuz now I’m alone 
I don’t want a bitch cuz most of them hoes 
But when I look at her she medusa turnin me to stone 
Hurt too many times now my heart froze 
My soul cold, it’s not just liquor in my coke 
Trapped in my head don’t know where to go

Contemporary R&B, black male vocals, singing heart out, romantic, sexy, vibey, bass guitar, rap