Slow spins

When I’m sad the world around me spins slow

So much shit in my body my eyes stay low

I hate fightin with you cuz you go for low blows

Shame on me for findin comfort with her cuz now I’m alone

I don’t want a bitch cuz most of them hoes

But when I look at her she medusa turnin me to stone

Hurt too many times now my heart froze

My soul cold, it’s not just liquor in this coke

Trapped in my head don’t know where to go

I’m stuck, baby i don’t wanna fuck, I want whip with a frunck

Girl tell me what I did, don’t Front

Pills white like snow,

take more then two they get stuck in my throat

When I die burn me turn me into gold

Cuz I’m stuck bein a dark rose

Since an infant it’s been a lonely road

I’ve been different, I’m tryna reach my goals

Got sidetracked by drugs and hoes

no pills in my nose

Ik there’s a higher purpose for me other then

Havin a scared soul

I hate these pretty girls

They manipulate my world

I Wanna go home

Purple lights reflecting off your eyes

Baby I feel the vibes but you wanna fight

Girl look at me I don’t wanna do this tonight

Told me to get lost, I kicked rocks,

reminiscing about holdin your hand the last time

Tried to kill myself that night

Chugged pillbox that was on my right

I must’ve lost my mind that night

I was wantin to die that night

Sad thing is that was the last time

Only the first time

I just figure that it’s not my time

Chemical in balance in my mind

Moon close to me, got high tides

Now I hate pretty girls

When I’m sad the world around me spins slow

So much shit in my body my eyes stay low

I hate fightin with you cuz you go for low blows

Shame on me for findin comfort with her cuz now I’m alone

I don’t want a bitch cuz most of them hoes

But when I look at her she medusa turnin me to stone

Hurt too many times now my heart froze

My soul cold, it’s not just liquor in my coke

Trapped in my head don’t know where to go